~fate~

That night, I saw one of my friends experienced something which I think will never never be able to experience it for my entire life. Something that I will never be able to experience no matter how rich I am, something that cannot be purchased by using money. If I am able to experience it, perhaps I am the rich and wealthy one. And surely I will not be in the undesirable sitution I am facing right now!!! I had tried hard for it, not only me, others did tried hard too, but it does not seem to be working. So helpless and useless!!! Whatever, just let it be. It is my fate!!!
Compare to many people, I am really not as fortunate as them; but I know there are still many people who are more unlucky than me. So, I should be gratefull for what I am having now. Instead of none stop pouring out grievances, I think it will be better for me to think in a positive way and make the future better off. In fact, this is the reason for what I am now...Independent, strong, stubborn, tough... Is not really a bad thing though... just depend on how you look at things..
This should be a short post..stop!!!