Bad bad day!!!

I am slightly tipsy now. Just after having drinking game. Wine+Vodka Iron Brew+ Bulmers doesnt seem to be a good combination. Hopefully I wont have a serios hangover effect. I am drinking more and more and this is so not good!!!

Yesterday and today are basically the worst time I ever had since I came back to Edinburgh!! I washed my clothes yesterday and all my clothes changed colour!!WTF!! I am all right for the rest of my clothes to change colour except one. Seriously, this made me so so so depressed. This t-shirt is really invalueble to me. It is my baby that I dont even want to wear it, but, it iwas ruined in one wash!!! damn!!! f***!!! It was a bad day. Fine..I cant do anything about it.

Today...It is even worst!!! I went for Paint-balling and I would say this is the worst event I have ever experienced!!! F***!!! It is so disappointing and is way different from what I have expected. Damn..I am wasting money for nothing. Like what Kan said, I would rather throw this money to the rubbish bin than paying to go for paint-balling, at least it wont be frustrating if I throw the money to the bin!!! wtf..why do I go to this event at the first place?! something is really wrong with me!!! I am spending 14 pounds for a f***ing terrible game!!! WTH..I can do alot thing more with this 14 pounds!!!! I can have a very very very good meal..scrumptious food!!! damn!! We were just shooting without aim, just fire all the way, no strategic, no mission.. WTF!! The worst part is my gun wasnt working that time and I got 2 shots on my head!!! This is damn painful and it makes me stupid at the same time and grow taller by 2cm..WTH!! Today is a bad bad day!!! I miss the time when Adrian is in Edinburgh!! I miss Adrian when I was on my way back to Edinburgh.

Mood swing today and I know something isnt right!!! The problem is with me. I have lost my self-controlled, getting more and more playful. This should not continue or my second year will be fucked up and my effort in 1st year is totally wasted!!! It's good to be anti-social sometime. Save money, save nonsense, save time!!! I thought last year wasnt really a good time as I dont really socialise around, but come to think about it now, I would rather be like last year..
BED TIME!!!