crap~~

Walahaha..so this is my first post in 2010!!! hm..today is the last day of Chinese New Year. I should be throwing oranges beside the river instead of blogging..then chaces of getting a big big fish is higher..nah..I think I should just eat the orange and throw the skin with my phone number on it at a big fish..even if there is no respond, at least I dont waste my orange..lol.. Anyway..Happy Chinese New Year.. Sorry for not wishing many of you especially SD gang personally. I know you guys had a great celebration. congratulation~~ I wish I am there myself and not being tagged as some random objects in facebook pics after that!!:( lol..

Life nowadays can be described in 1 word- boring!!! No climax, no rising action, no falling action, no resolution. Gosh..if this is going to be a story book, then it is goin to be the worst selling book ever!!! lol..that's why I didnt blog for sooo long!! Absolutely nothing to write!!! or maybe I look at everything in a very neutral perspective. Don't feel very excited about anything or maybe I only feel happy at that moment and can't feel anything after that. Quite aimless!!! I no longer have strong desire that I used to have last time. Even I have, I don't work for it.

I still play volleyball, but the feeling is different from what I used to have back home. I made it into British University College Sports championship. I guess I will be working my arse off if this ever happen last time. But now I don't even bother to train more or workout in the gym. I can't see my determination and perseverence. tsk tsk tsk~~The thing I love best is hiding under my duvet and hugging my favourite blanket and leave my mind blank. Unfortunately, I can't be doing this all the time.

feeling lazy..ciao~ ciao~