Wat the tuuuut!!!!

F**K!!!!

Moody sial!!!

I feel like going home, I miss home. But, I am lazy to go home because is just too much of hassle, provided I spend more money.

I had quite a nice dream last night. I dreamt of this person a few times, though in real life I got nothing to do with this person. Yeah~ reality sucks!!! Having a sweet dream did not make up my day either. I wasn’t in a good mood when I woke up this morning. Dream doesn’t help, I live in reality.

Now I realized I don’t really have many friends that I will really talk to. Yes, I click with people easily most of the time. But when I am moody like right now, I somehow could not find anyone on my msn list that I will want to talk to. Anyway, I am not a person that will take the initiative to talk to people first especially on msn, skype, facebook.

I appear to be happy-go-lucky most of the time, I am in fact. But there’s time where I am moody without reason and I just feel like crying. I guess my eyes have been dried for too long already and my tears bag is full. I think I am just not as strong as how I look or how people usually thought I am. Mummy, on the other hand, though look weak outside, she is the strongest lady I ever met. I never tell her this though. At least she never cries as frequent as me I suppose. Compared with what she had gone through these years, what is all these trivial matters that worth my tears? I am just an immature big crying baby, easily control and affected by feeling sometimes. It is just so not cool la!!! I HATE MYSELF MOST WHENEVER THIS HAPPEN!!! Sigh~ can’t help it.

I guess I needa switch to a new environment. I am trapped in this kind of life for too long already! Sick of it and probably that’s one of the reason of my gloomy day~ I need new things, more happening events to come into my life!!

garrrrrrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhh !#$%^&*()#$%^&*(

I miss JAMIESON:(