FouR LeaF CloVeR

2012-01-10T17:25:00.000Z

手表，我不带了；
耳机，我不听了；

粉红猪，我不和你睡了；

狗熊，我不抱你了；

梳子，我不用了；

滑鼠，我会找个新的；

照片，我不看了；

承诺，我不记得了；

在我身边的，我现在不用了；

不在我身边的，请等我，我回到去会逐个遗弃；

回忆，我会随着时间慢慢把你忘记。。

Kickstart 2012 with this!!

2012-01-01T03:08:00.003Z

It's 1.1.2012!!

I just realised that the date of my last post is 20 August 2010. That means I have left my blog redundant for more than a year!! Holy Shit! seriously can't imagine how fast time flies!! I can't even remember clearly how I went through my whole year of 2011.

Arghh Crap. Read back what I wrote in the past few years and all I saw was just complaints and emo stuffs. WTH. Is my life really that miserable or I just do not know how to appreciate and see good stuff happening around me? I remember I once told a friend that I had a blog and he was quite surprised. Adrian beside me interupted "yeah, she has a blog and is full of emo stuff!" I denied at that time but I do have to agree completely with you now, Adrian! I miss you by the way and I guess you won't be seeing this as well because you are like me- disappear from blogging for like ages!

So what should be my resolution this year? I can't think of one! What do I want in life? What's the purpose of life? I could not find an answer for myself. Never know it's so hard to get an answer for this simple question. I remember when I first step into secondary school, my aim( well, to be exact, aim set by my mom) was just to do well in studies, the ultimate target was to do well in PMR with a good basis in Form 1 and 2. Then after PMR, I studied for SPM with the aim of getting good results to move on to University. And now what? I am graduating in 6 months time and I don't know what I am looking forward to? Get good results to enter a good company with high pay?! That's ultimate bullshit when you see so many examples outside where people earns tons without even graduating!

Life for the past few years were well designed for me. I was not sure if those were my aim or what I wanted to do but that's the norm. So, JUST FOLLOW!! Thanks to Malaysia Education system that train us to follow every single thing without having our thoughts, don't question just follow!! I have to admit I am lacking of thinking skills and there's why I am struggling so much in doing a research paper! Because all the while I don't think! all I do is read what is in the book and accepting whatever is written there without even doing my own research to investigate if what's stated in the book is right or wrong or if there's any flaws! No wonder I am not scoring in any assignments as University is always asking for detail and critical analysis which I can't fulfill.

Back in secondary, we were taught many subjects and we learned and memorised hell lots of thing! But how many of us actually think outside the box and be creative? I guess all we wanted that time was just to do well in exams. Who actually tried to question the validity of the content? We was not taught to do so anyway and most likely we will get ourselves into shit if we question too much.

There I go, another post of complaint. If only I was brought up in the US probably I will have a whole different mindset since young. Garghh...Nevermind!! I know I can't change the past and some people are just born with a better platform prepared for them. So all I can do now is just work with what I currently have and continuously developing myself!!

Back to Dissertation! Screw it, JUST DO IT!!

Happy New Year 2012!!

Wat the tuuuut!!!!

2010-08-20T10:00:00.002+01:00

F**K!!!!

Moody sial!!!

I feel like going home, I miss home. But, I am lazy to go home because is just too much of hassle, provided I spend more money.

I had quite a nice dream last night. I dreamt of this person a few times, though in real life I got nothing to do with this person. Yeah~ reality sucks!!! Having a sweet dream did not make up my day either. I wasn’t in a good mood when I woke up this morning. Dream doesn’t help, I live in reality.

Now I realized I don’t really have many friends that I will really talk to. Yes, I click with people easily most of the time. But when I am moody like right now, I somehow could not find anyone on my msn list that I will want to talk to. Anyway, I am not a person that will take the initiative to talk to people first especially on msn, skype, facebook.

I appear to be happy-go-lucky most of the time, I am in fact. But there’s time where I am moody without reason and I just feel like crying. I guess my eyes have been dried for too long already and my tears bag is full. I think I am just not as strong as how I look or how people usually thought I am. Mummy, on the other hand, though look weak outside, she is the strongest lady I ever met. I never tell her this though. At least she never cries as frequent as me I suppose. Compared with what she had gone through these years, what is all these trivial matters that worth my tears? I am just an immature big crying baby, easily control and affected by feeling sometimes. It is just so not cool la!!! I HATE MYSELF MOST WHENEVER THIS HAPPEN!!! Sigh~ can’t help it.

I guess I needa switch to a new environment. I am trapped in this kind of life for too long already! Sick of it and probably that’s one of the reason of my gloomy day~ I need new things, more happening events to come into my life!!

garrrrrrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhh !#$%^&*()#$%^&*(

I miss JAMIESON:(

I am KPMG-ian:)

2010-07-26T09:24:00.003+01:00

WeeeeeWeeeee....
I am blogging this in KPMG, using KPMG laptop during office hour.
I am almost bored to death because I am not doing anything for 3 weeks+1 day already, not even binding, photocopying, data inputting. YEAH..I am paid to sit infront of my laptop doing nothing.
I do not want to walk off because I don't know what will happen next and I might be allocated to one of the project. I do not want to regret later. I would want to continue staying here because I am getting closer and closer to people. I dunno:S.. lol...Luckily we have office communicator:) or else I seriously will be dead!!! Life in KPMG is not completely dull though I got no work to do, see how many 'meaningful' events I had:-

1.I spent my whole morning OC with a director. How cool:) This director is really different and I respect his enthusiasm for sports. He copied his song from his laptop for me because I am too bored.

2. Talked to profit sharing partner in an informal way for half an hour during department dinner, telling him that I will come back to KPMG in the future after I graduate if oni he gonna offer me higher pay compare to other companies. It is nice to not have gap with 'boss' and talk like 'friends'. I love listening to his stories. lol..I am among the last to leave the dinner:) 11pm?!

3. Talked to director about education in pantry and ended up goin home at 6.15pm. Yeah..Finally I found someone who agreed with me that LAW n ACCOUNTING is a very good combination and are both important in corporate world!!! see..ppl in corporate world think differently:)

4. First time chatting on google chat with a person sitting beside me in office because we do not want to complain and gossip using OC. so lame right...google chat even he is sitting right beside me..

5. Organising intern lunch with high hope that many interns will turn up but only 4 kittens appeared. Get to know a very lame and over enthusiastic intern from Malaya university.

6.More and more interns lunch, the worst lunch is a aglio olio from DELICIOUS where I was served plain pasta and it cost me rm18. wtf.

7.Looking after 3 hotlines. It either rang once, made me excited and stop; or rang, I picked up, extra excited and realised is a wrong number!!!I have to reach and leave office sharp because of these 3 phones that never ring. FML.

8. Fetched Ashwin K who is abit tipsy home, not wanting to tell me the way and ended up I was horned by some stupid driver!!!

9. Went to support Inter Accounting Firm badminton competition. KPMG ppl rocks, only company that was drinking beer and supporting and doing stupid stuff at the same time. I love it!!! This is totally what I would like to do in the future.

10. Haha..I found my 'twin':)!!! A PERSON THAT HAS 'MIN' IN HIS EMAIL ADDRESS WITHOUT HAVING MIN IN HIS ACTUAL NAME!!!

5.30pm!!! home!!!

2010-06-23T06:10:00.002+01:00

I am back in Malaysia!!! Actually for more than a month already:) hot and sunny Malaysia..the two things that I appreciate most in Malaysia- food and friends!!!

Another 1 year gone!!! what a year..Have not done much for the whole year except for slacking and lazing around!!! No sense of achievement at all!!! All my target failed just for one reason-pure laziness!!! sigh~~Life has been too easy for me that I lost all my drive and motivation. I am not working hard for anything, is just those kind of attitude: well, it doesnt matter, if I get it then I get it, if I dont, then f*** it!!!

Nothing special happen this year in the UK. Basically trapped in Edinburgh, to be precise, my flat most of the time. No Europe trip, no anything other than eat, sleep, eat, sleep!!! Forget about studies, too little time spent on it!!! Cannot be put as daily routine!!!

Then back in Malaysia. First thing- SUKMA!!! sigh~~ This is the only tournament that I don't even want to mention about it!!! Everything changed!!! YES~~EVERYTHING!!! What looking for those feeling that I experienced long time ago..f*** it la!!! I know it will never happen again and I will never again feel like last time!!! This is the first time I don't feel anything after a tournament, not a single sad feeling during seperation!!! I am not sure whether is because my thinking changed or there is actually nothing for me to worth feeling sad about!!! But, I am slightly regret that Sukma ended this way!!! I came back with empty hand, empty heart, empty memory and empty relationship maybe!!! Well, I blame no one but myself for being a handicapped during tournament. Things change huh~ human change huh~ people change huh~relationship change huh~ skills deteriorate yeah!!!! Just a finger snap and everything became different, dont even need arguement to take place for this to happen, nil talk between closest friend used to be!! I dont understand how can this even happened, but I thought I still treasure you guys as usual:) Joining a group that I don't used to click with made me realised that well they are actually not that bad, they are nice people and fun to mingle with also. Anyway, is over!!! Life goes on~~

Academic wise!!! All my results are out!!! Sigh~~ not good as expected!!! well...what more other reasons can I give now for getting this result? I am glad that this is not counted into my degree, or else I am so screwed!!! That's the huge consequence for not studying!!! sigh~~ looking at the results, the one that I once thought will be so fucked came out to be ok!!! How I wish I have put in slightly more effort, just a little bit more, just a little bit, then another apple for me.. Yeah I WISH!!! Those that I expect to be good go the other way round, so fucked!!! I wish I did not expect myself to score well on those subjects, so that I will put in more effort in it!!! Again, I WISH!!!

Awhhh well...what a good year!!! Next~~ internship!!! Please~Dont fail me!!! Though I know I failed myself already!!! sigh~~ I need a good kickoff mannn!!!

crap~~

2010-03-01T20:15:00.003Z

Walahaha..so this is my first post in 2010!!! hm..today is the last day of Chinese New Year. I should be throwing oranges beside the river instead of blogging..then chaces of getting a big big fish is higher..nah..I think I should just eat the orange and throw the skin with my phone number on it at a big fish..even if there is no respond, at least I dont waste my orange..lol.. Anyway..Happy Chinese New Year.. Sorry for not wishing many of you especially SD gang personally. I know you guys had a great celebration. congratulation~~ I wish I am there myself and not being tagged as some random objects in facebook pics after that!!:( lol..

Life nowadays can be described in 1 word- boring!!! No climax, no rising action, no falling action, no resolution. Gosh..if this is going to be a story book, then it is goin to be the worst selling book ever!!! lol..that's why I didnt blog for sooo long!! Absolutely nothing to write!!! or maybe I look at everything in a very neutral perspective. Don't feel very excited about anything or maybe I only feel happy at that moment and can't feel anything after that. Quite aimless!!! I no longer have strong desire that I used to have last time. Even I have, I don't work for it.

I still play volleyball, but the feeling is different from what I used to have back home. I made it into British University College Sports championship. I guess I will be working my arse off if this ever happen last time. But now I don't even bother to train more or workout in the gym. I can't see my determination and perseverence. tsk tsk tsk~~The thing I love best is hiding under my duvet and hugging my favourite blanket and leave my mind blank. Unfortunately, I can't be doing this all the time.

feeling lazy..ciao~ ciao~

黑暗

2009-12-15T21:24:00.001Z

。。我的世界已经三天三夜没有阳光没有白天。。

:(

2009-12-13T05:51:00.003Z

Exam is over!!!
Unfortunately, I can't feel a single relief...
So bad...Sooo bad....
exam is bad, result going to be bad..
I am feeling so bad..
Not because I am gonna get a shitty result
I think I did something wrong..so wrong..
But I don't know what's wrong..
I don't want to get into "June 2009" mode..

神经线connect错了！！！

2009-11-13T23:16:00.003Z

今天的心情怪怪的，不知什么怪，不知为何怪，总之就是不正常。。神经线connect错了！！
忧虑？！烦恼？！牵挂？！压力？！寂寞？！空虚？！内疚？！忧虑？！担心？！
我不懂。。不懂头脑在想什么鬼东东。。超不爽这种感觉。。
可能感觉到自己不够productive，所以就多了种种莫名其妙的怪感。。加上又要考试了。。又有这种就要死的感觉。。朋友，看来又要辛苦你的耳朵和嘴巴了！！再过三个星期就考试，可是现在完全还没准备，还在blogging~~怎样不死？！看到我有几不productive了吧！！！来临三个星期的周末都不得空，不得空读书，不是不得空玩！！死定啦。。以前会计是专长，看到题目就有答案，现在看到题目要翻书找答案，闲到~~~再加上一科我完全不明白的经济，真的要我命！！会疯掉勒！！！经济里还要出现数学，又不是什么简单的一加一啦，是一些鬼看不懂的symbol啦。。害到我读来读去都读不明，觉得自己超低能！！！online assessment更厉害。。我超consistent，每次拿6-7 分。。满分是17！！F*** it啦！！

算~~我要写“遗书”了！！！

The competition was f***ing ORSM!!

2009-10-19T00:33:00.004+01:00

Oh My GOD!!! The competition was just f***ing ORSM!!! I can't use other words to describe!!! Me and my first volleyball story since I came to Edinburgh. I haven't had such an ORSM game for ages!!! I am damn frigging delighted now!! I am in cloud nine=) I never expect myself to be the main player. Story begins..

I intend to play as a spiker as I understand I would definitely be a reserve if I played as a setter. So, during warm up, I went to spike and suddenly, the coach came to me and ask me to set. I was like..God Damn..want to put me as a reserve again!! Fine..Fine..Fine..expected this!!! My talent and skills are always under-utilised!! Whatever..

But, it came to my surprise that the coach actually put me as the main setter during the first game. I was feeling quite nervous and pressurize that time as I have not played as a setter for ages. Indeed, I have not actually played as a setter during training, which also means I have not worked with other spikers before. Gosh..this is so risky!!! I might fuck up the whole game!! Surprisingly, my setting was all right. Probably I was at my top form!! Well, we won the first set!!

Ok..Second set..close match..24-26 and we lost. Third set was a really lousy one, lost badly!!! I sort of want to give up already because I am tired and we just don't seems to be working hard enough to win. So many silly mistakes. 4th set, opponent was leading 10 points. At that point, I seriously gave up and just try to set whatever balls that are passed to me. Coach called for a timeout when the point is 21-13. This is what he said: You only have another 4 points.bla..bla..bla... someone have to say they are going to FUCKING win this game, or else you are not going to win. You have to fucking work for it. It won't come to you!!! FUCKING word really worked so so so well. Miracle happened!!! We managed to catch up from 13 and win the damn f***ing 4th set!!! Everyone in the court was at the top of their spirit!!!

5th set..The point was so so so close!!!1-1,2-1,2-2,3-2,3-3, until the opponent leading 2 points 10-8. I was slightly panic and excited. I was hoping my teammates will defend properly and pass me the ball. No ball touching the court!! Everyone was so careful with their ball. Serve so carefully, pass so carefully, just to make sure we dont lose any point. 14-14, and I made a silly silly mistake, somehow the ball slipped off my hand!!I was like f***, damn!!! But luckily opponent missed their serve, 15-15 and by that time I have my strongest spiker front line. Settled!!! we WON!!! Everyone was hugging each other, can see how happy we actually were!!! I have not had such a good match for ages!!! seriously..

Everyone was amazed with my setting as I am always an unknown during training, probably is lower than ordinary. I am so so so glad and grateful that I managed to perfome well. This does not happen to me all the time. I am grateful!!! I never expect this to happen. I really appreciate my coach for giving me the chance. Today is the happiest volleyball session I ever had since I join the volleyball team here. I have the drive to move on already=)

Cheers~~

Bad bad day!!!

2009-09-27T00:55:00.003+01:00

I am slightly tipsy now. Just after having drinking game. Wine+Vodka Iron Brew+ Bulmers doesnt seem to be a good combination. Hopefully I wont have a serios hangover effect. I am drinking more and more and this is so not good!!!

Yesterday and today are basically the worst time I ever had since I came back to Edinburgh!! I washed my clothes yesterday and all my clothes changed colour!!WTF!! I am all right for the rest of my clothes to change colour except one. Seriously, this made me so so so depressed. This t-shirt is really invalueble to me. It is my baby that I dont even want to wear it, but, it iwas ruined in one wash!!! damn!!! f***!!! It was a bad day. Fine..I cant do anything about it.

Today...It is even worst!!! I went for Paint-balling and I would say this is the worst event I have ever experienced!!! F***!!! It is so disappointing and is way different from what I have expected. Damn..I am wasting money for nothing. Like what Kan said, I would rather throw this money to the rubbish bin than paying to go for paint-balling, at least it wont be frustrating if I throw the money to the bin!!! wtf..why do I go to this event at the first place?! something is really wrong with me!!! I am spending 14 pounds for a f***ing terrible game!!! WTH..I can do alot thing more with this 14 pounds!!!! I can have a very very very good meal..scrumptious food!!! damn!! We were just shooting without aim, just fire all the way, no strategic, no mission.. WTF!! The worst part is my gun wasnt working that time and I got 2 shots on my head!!! This is damn painful and it makes me stupid at the same time and grow taller by 2cm..WTH!! Today is a bad bad day!!! I miss the time when Adrian is in Edinburgh!! I miss Adrian when I was on my way back to Edinburgh.

Mood swing today and I know something isnt right!!! The problem is with me. I have lost my self-controlled, getting more and more playful. This should not continue or my second year will be fucked up and my effort in 1st year is totally wasted!!! It's good to be anti-social sometime. Save money, save nonsense, save time!!! I thought last year wasnt really a good time as I dont really socialise around, but come to think about it now, I would rather be like last year..
BED TIME!!!

2 months in Malaysia

2009-09-07T18:20:00.005+01:00

Walahaha..my last post was in June..Havent update my blog for almost 3 months!!! I gonna make a summary on how this two months passed..

7/7/09- Arrive in Malaysia at night. Can't believe I am actually back in Malaysia when I landed in Lcct. I thought I will be staying back in UK for the summer. Unfortunately plan didnt work out for me!! Malaysia weather is ridiculously HOT!!!

8/7/09-Kenneth's birthday!! I gave him the best present by appearing in front of him!! wat a surprise huh..I will never forget Min Hao's expression when he first saw me!!! Was talking with me on SKYPE the day before for 1 hour without realising I am back in Malaysia!!nuuubb...haha~
9/7/09-Sleep till afternoon due to serious jetlag!!!

10/7/09- Home sweet home!!! arrived in SITIAWAN

11/7/09- Surprise to Wan Ru for disappearing in front of msn suddenly and appeared in front of her house asking her to open the door!!!

12-14/7/09- Jack, a friend from Edinburgh came to visit me!! Brought him around to try Malaysia scrumptious food. Went to Gua Tempurung and Pangkor with Jack and Adrian. Trip to Gua Tempurung was orsm and fantastic!!! Took loads of photos..I have the privilege to be this two big photographers' model during the trip.

15/7/09- Rushed down to KL for an interview as I plan to do some internships.

16-19/7/09- Do nth in KL.

20/7/09- Back to Sitiawan again!! SWEET~~

23/7/09-Went to KL for Interview again. Internship~ got the job!!

25/7/09- Meet Amai and the others at Sunway Pyramid. Sing K!!! Lik Yin literally jump of shock when he saw me!!! But he leave early~~heartless...

27-31/7/09- Start my internship training for 1 week and I quit after learning the thing I want. Went to meet Brandon and Min Hao. Then ended up 3 kittens singing K non stop. They sing most of the song but me ended up complaing tired..due to "noise pollution"..haahaha..KFC again for dinner!!!That's my 3rd KFC since I came back

1-2/8/09-Went to Melaka with MCKL friends. Thankz to Yean Xin for organising the trip!! Again, another orsm trip of mine!!! FOOD is sooooo good!!! Mafia game was amusing!! Min Hao driving was 'fantastic' too..roundabout anti clockwise!!!hahaaha

3-6/8/09- SWEET SWEET time in Sitiawan.

7-10/8/09- Travelled to KL again!!! Attended MSLS during the weekend. Meet so many talented students and felt that I am so tiny among them. Saw a guy which I *acted* "desperately" wanna know him!! 'stalking' him most of the time..lol..Unfortunately, failed to talk to him though he is less than 1 meter right infront of me!!sigh~~ so near yet so far=(

10-14/8/09- Spending sweet sweet time in Sitiawan. I only have Adrian in Sitiawan!!! poor me..

14-15/8/09- Ivan, Min Hao and Brandon came to Sitiawan. Went to Teluk Batik and I was made 'sand girl'.Thankz to Mr. Brandon!!!Ivan and Brandon are dirty bump..didnt shower after goin to beach and sleep on my bed summore!!!all SAND~~ Miss a delicious roti canai as breakfast as three pigs cant wake up and refuse to believe the roti canai is a tasty one due to bad experience from Janda Baik roti canai!!!

16/8/09- 7 hours spent in MCD with MR Adrian preparing slides. Lin Dan won badminton championship!!

17/8/09- Adrian and I gave speech in Nan Hwa. So cool~~and I got so many juniors adding me on facebook after that!! Teacher were so surprise v my change.Everyone was saying the same thing.

19-20/8/09- Went to Penang with Adrian(again) and Brother. Food again!!! No wonder I gained so much weight!!!

21/8/09- Went down to KL from Penang early in the morning v Adrian. Adrian went to take his Visa and after that we meet Lik Yin. Get to talk more to Lik Yin this time. I seriously love listening to him. His perspective of 'getting into a relationship' really 'impress' me!! haha.. I am so regret that I am not one of the gals that fond of him during secondary!!!sigh~lol..too bad he leave early again..heartless..eh..all the way from edinburgh..12hours of flight..9 hours of bus ride..

22/8/09- Oxford-Cambridge debate in Sunway!!! sounds cool but turned out to be quite disappointing!! I expect sth more aggresive from both parties!!! I failed to talk to him again!! aiya~~ went clubbing at night..joyce's birthday!!! I didnt get drunk..but i puked after having teh tarik right after drinking loads of whisky-coke!!!

23-28/8/09- Home Sweet Home!!!

29/8/09- Farewell Party!!! Sadly, many of them didnt come!!! sob!! all the way from edinburgh..bla bla bla~~Thankz to those who came.. I will get everyone of u a souvenir on my next trip. Dunno when~~ soon sooooon...depends on financial situation and mood=P went to Lumut after that and talked to around 2 or 3?!

30/8/09-6/9/09- Preparing to go back and enjoy to my fullest the remaining time in Sitiawan!! Thankz to Big Meng and Adrian for playing badminton with me!! Big Meng taught me alot..future Malaysia player..I will miss u so so so much!!!hahaha

7/9/09- Travelled down to KL

8/9/09- Bye Bye Malaysia!!! bye my frenz!!! Take care!!! I gonna miss you guys so so much..my cat, families, friends, food...etc etc etc...
I SERIOUSLY DONT WANNA LEAVE!!!!

Brussels+Amsterdam+Rotterdam

2009-06-21T21:50:00.004+01:00

I am back from Europe!!! Journey begins~~

I took a train from Edinburgh to Glasgow as my flight is from Glasgow to Brussels. Arrived in Glasgow train station, wandered around in Glasgow to find bus X77, ended up in Buchanan bus station after asking direction from all the strangers. Took an express bus to Glasgow International airport, arrived earlier than the expected time I searched from Internet. OK..Ryanair~Ryanair~cant find any gate showing Ryanair!!! Went to one of the counter and show him my itinery. " You are at the wrong airport!!!! Let check the gate closing time..11.40am and now is 11.00am, I am afraid you wont be able to make it!!!You can try calling Ryanair to change the flight time or try to get a cab outside and rush there!!!" WTF!!!How can I be so silly and went to the wrong airport!!! DAMN!!! "It is 60quids to go to that airport!! is 40 miles away from here and we will try to rush there in 30 minutes" Ok!!ok!!60..60.. I will go. Friends are waiting in Brussels, can't disappoint them!!! With all the speed limit constrain, I stil make it to the right airport at 11.35am. Aaarrggghhh..my 60 quids!!! Isshhh...forget about that!! Brussels, here I come!!! Luckily I met a girl from Belgium that lead me to Brussels from Chareloi airport. Ok.. Now I have to meet up with my friends. Mobile phone-"NO NETWORK ACCESS"!!! what the hell...How am I going to call now?! I got no map with me, dunno direction, dunno their language, dunno how to read the sign!!ok..I am fucked up now!!! Whatever...I will just wander around until I get in touch with them. So I just walked around Brussels and finally my phone worked!!! I am safe now!!! Visited a few touris spots, drank Belgium beer, dinner was quite suck with the as hard as rubber steak!!! That's first day!!!

Now towards Amsterdam!!! My journey became less exciting because I have met up with my friends and I need not have to worry about direction anymore. We have 178cm to navigate the map for us. I just followed!!! Went biking for the whole day. Cycled around amsterdam, bet we have finished the 90% of Amsterdam. Biking in Amsterdam was awesome. The weather was quite good also, perfect day!!! Went for dutch cuisine for dinner, was pretty good though is quite expensive. What else in Amsterdam if it's not RED LIGHT DISTRICT?! we went to that area at night, it is so different from day time. Life Sex Show, sex museum, Yum-Yum Sex Shop, Erotic Sex shop etc etc etc..all kind of condoms display infront of the shops!!! Damn~~ we walked pass a shop and the guy said there is student discount for us!!! WTF!!! Basically, in Red Light District, it is all about prostitution and it is legal. The girls will stand inside the window dressing with eye popping bikini, or probably lesser to attract customers. So if you see the curtain is closed, that means "work in progress". These prostitutes are actually doing quite well. Normal sex for 15 minutes is around 50 euro, if you want to touch her boob, she gonna charge you; if you want any deviation from the missionary position, she gonna charge you also.Apparently the oldest prostitute is 75 years old. The only thing you cant do is take pictures. I tried to take picture in red light district but not the picture of the girls, but that whore pointed her third finger at me and indicated not to take picture!!! Yeah..there are alot of so called coffee shops in Amsterdam!!! Have to be above 18 in order to enter, famous with hashish and cannabis, magic mushrooms, poppers, space cakes etc. These actually all contain drug-marijuana.

Rotterdam is my last stop. Rotterdam is much more better than Amsterdam, with it's artistic building. Just walked around and took many many pictures on that day. I am on cloud nine that day. Junyi said: "you actually can float in the air, too bad you are too HEAVY!!! damn~~ Then we went to a park and in the park there is a pond. We eye a guy stripped and walked into the pond to pick his football. We actually saw the process of he stripping piece by piece. Rotterdam is so "ARTISTIC" huh...After that is time to go home. Took a bus from Rotterdam to London, then from London to Edinburgh. All together 22 hours in the bus!!! My butt is completely flatten. Glad that I reached home safely. I enjoyed this trip lots lots lots. Thanks to Imperial guys~~ Now the question is go back to Malaysia or not?!

Pictures will be uploaded in facebook soon. cheers~~

I Worked!!!

2009-05-24T02:20:00.003+01:00

I am dead tired today!!!!Went out early in the morning for a training on the first job I just got, though stil unsure whether to take up the job or not. It is a job on direct sale, that means I will be going house to house and talk to them face to face..challenging huh.. but I am not selling products, am raising fund on behalf of the charity organisation. For every sales I make, I will get commision of 35 pounds. Working day: Monday to Saturday from 10.30am to 9.30 pm!!! Work like crazy...
Then after training, I went for an one off session job, worked as a catering/bar assistant in a stadium, where a Rugby Final match is held. There were so so so many people in the stadium, and when the two teams arrived, their supporter were cheering outside and waving hands to them, sort of like the scene during football league.Damn cool!!!
I worked as a "Bar girl", serving beer. I am sick of beer now..HEINEKEN!!!Beer spilt all over the place..My shoes are soaked in beer, my hand too and also the jacket I was wearing...Never had time to stop, not even one second!!! One after another~~ 4 pints, 8 pints, 12 pints, 16pints~~1 pint 4quid!!!People here drink damn alot... damn crazy..spent so much on beer~~some even got drunk before the game start...these few drunk guys came to the stadium with weird costume..One with a nuptial dress, one with the pant unzipped and a few with weird stuff either on their head or hand...Hilarious!!!It was pretty fun working as "bar girl"...I got tips!!! Huhu... because I am very nice to all the customers and top up the pint for them since those HEINIKEN is not mine..so ppl just give me tips..hooray!!! Actualy I could have "earned" more money...the girl incharge of the till is pretty dumb!! She gave me the wrong change for so many times!! I should have taken the extra change given!! Why the hell am I so honest to give back?! Next day I will be smarter and keep everything!!! Another fun part is I get to meet so many people and can just talk to them..just some random conversation..haha..my socializing skill is recovering!!! yeah..I should probably get a job in a bar or maybe cafe..That will be great fun!!!
sleep~~

Is over!!!

2009-05-06T22:25:00.004+01:00

Finally I am DONE with both my economics papers!!! F*** off EPA!!! I f***ed up!!! Whatever...is over!!!!couldnt be bothered...A FULLSTOP for this lifeless routine!! Life for the past 1 month was terrible!!!horible!!! Seriously sucks!!! What I see everyday is the four walls!!!
I needa change...something better and more meaningful!!! What's next??!! Flat hunting, summer job-money money money, workout~burn calories, reduce my face diameter( I don't wanna join Wan Ru's club), Speakeasy flat party, Dublin, Euro etc etc etc...MORE!!!MORE!!!MORE!!!
Anyway, I stil have one more paper..In one week time, that is the end of my first year!!! whooppeee.....
Yeah...and here comes my appreciation to these few people...
1. My mUmmy- for sending offline msg to me all the time to encourage me and support me... you're the best mum...love you
2. My Brother- Thankz for all the advice..you know me best and you know what I have been through for the whole month..though you FFK me, I am not angry, just sad and disappointed..
3.Kenneth Lee- Thankz for calling me time to time, just to make sure I study and I am fine!!! I feel much more better whenever you say CATHERINE CAN!!CATHERINE SURE CAN!!!
4.my "DAD"- Thankz for all the motivation which going to turn into nagging. Thankz for spending time interpreting my essay questions. Hey, that two questions came out in exam!!! But stil I dont think I wrote a good essay.
5.Adrian Yeow- Thankz for motivating and encouraging me. Sigh- I break my promise this time!! shame~~
6.AMAI- Though you didnt really motivate me, I still wanna thank you for your time..I know you are having exam that time also, but still you listen to me!! Everything is fine now..
Stop here..Cheers~~~GO ACCOUNTING 1B!!!!

HeyYEOW!!!

2009-05-05T01:52:00.004+01:00

Another birthday post....and today the BIRTHDAY STAR is.....

**ADRIAN YEOW WEI JIEN **

*Adrian is now 100% more handsome than in the pic*:)

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY*

生日快乐

This picture was taken long time ago. Guess where and when was it taken??!! I search my whole laptop, I dont think I have any recent picture of you. We didnt take picture together for quite some times d..around 1 year??! You are always not in our outing...sob sob~~
Anyway, I know we will be meeting each other soon..Seriously cant wait to see you in the UK!!! Hey..we agreed to celebrate next year ST PADDY day together in Ireland...remember or not??!! Then you wont be so lonely drinking alone without the atmosphere like this year...Got Catherine!!! haha... I was kinda surprised to receive ur reply through sms..arghhh...the first thing that came to mind-How I wish I can celebrate your birthday with you!!! Poor adrian so lonely in SIEW DOR without Catherine and gang... haha...
Before I end, just wanna wish you all the best in ur coming exam...I know you are working hard for it now...Gambateh...Take care and dont miss me too much yea..muuuaakkkzzxx... see you sooonn....

ADRIAN YEOW, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!

p/s: Yo friends, ask Wei Jien to read this!!!

JENGJENG

2009-04-29T20:30:00.003+01:00

Catherine wanna wish someone who is very special....

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY-

Happy Birthday to you~

Happy Birthday to amao~

Happy Birthday to you.....

(Imagine me singing)

You are 20 this year!!!! See...your age start with a "2"!!! lolx...That means we have known each other for 8 years!!! You are one of my oldest bestest friend!!! I enjoy every single moment we spent together... I miss those days where we have our volleyball training and competition together...I love talking to you and telling you stories...and we share a common "best friend"- popeye wife!!! haha....
Anyway, just wanna wish you all the best in everything you do!!I cant write a long post for you because there are loads of thing to write about....We have had too much thing together:) Before I end, I wanna wish you

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY

生日快乐

Dont miss me too much yea...sms me when you miss me..I will call you and let you hear my voice...hehe...take care....love u...muaakkkzzxx...

今天，我笑了

2009-04-20T22:47:00.004+01:00

今天，我笑了。。。
或许是“笑”了，所以就笑了。。
但是今天的笑真的是笑了。。
虽然还是很烦，但在笑的那瞬间，真的是笑了。。
就愉快的笑了。。。
我高兴因为今天我笑了。。。汉杰，谢谢！！

the Wrong road taken!!!

2009-04-18T02:44:00.004+01:00

Invitations from "ANGEL" and "DEVIL"
"BLINDFOLDED"
Led me to the "DEVIL"
Then lead me on,
Finally lead me to 'NOW'!!!
I wish I have responded to "ANGEL",
Then I am one step closer to "GOD";
I wish I have said NO to "DEVIL"
Then I am one step furthur from "SATAN";
If I have gone to that "Pure" place,
Then I will not be in this "Polluted" room;
If I have put in effort in the appropriate stuff,
Then I am not a SIMPLE SIMON now;
If I have done more of my readings,
Then I would have make it to another PARADISE.
I am in the direction towards the TOMB.
Angel again came to rescue,
"Promise me no longer procrastinate"
"Focus!!!Focus!!!Focus!!!"
"Believe you can make it"
"Resolve it and grow"
What I need now is a complete "SILENT MODE"
Not even a vibration...
-LOOK BEFORE YOU LEAP-

-This Week- bla bla bla

2009-03-20T23:28:00.006Z

It is friday night, signifying a week is coming to an end again. People here like to ask "how are you?", "how is your week","what are you up to this weekend?" etc which we seldom, indeed never ask back in Malaysia. I am bored of answering those questions. "I am good, how are you?", "Tired week, busy with my essay."," Not bad, just hand in my esaay."," I went to bla bla bla...", "no plan, will just stay in my room" etc.. arghh.. who bother to ask this in Malaysia...who cares what are you up to this weekend!!! Stay at home only..what else?!! Anyway...

Tuesday was St paddy's day!!! So on this day, people will drink from 12pm to 12am. ALCHOLISM!!! Yeah..I finished my presentation on that day, hopefully is passably!!! Both makers said that the poster itself is well presentated, good job!!! haha...of course I did it all by myself!!! I got full control on it though is a group project..haha...I am pretty satisfied with it. Whoopee..St Paddy's celebration is on!!! I had Rum with cranberry, Cider with sth(can't rmb what is that),Foster..Australia beer!!!

Today, I went up ARTHUR SEAT!!! Finally I gone up there!!! Is a shame that I have not been up there though have lived in Edinburgh for quite sometime!! I aim for the peak but somehow I am scare when I am on my way hiking towards the peak. I fear that I will slip and fall and somehow I am afraid of height. This never happen to me last time. I feel like turning back at a few points. Half way through my hike, I saw a bunch of kids which age is only around 6-7 climbing down from the peak. Then only I realised how useless I am for fearing so much when a kid is able to make it to the peak. I felt humiliated!!!

Can you sense how protected Malaysian kids are compare to these white kids?! Malaysian parent will always say NO to the kids. Bagpack??NO!!!Hiking??NO!!! Travel alone??NO!!! Go here??NO!!There??NO!!! what also YOU ARE NO ALLOWED TO DO SO!!! how to grow??!! The white child bagpack and travel around the world at the age of 18. But Malaysian will only travel around the world when they have enough money,so to ensure that transport and accommodation are all well prepared and arranged!!! haha...anyway...enjoy the pics below..

The girl in the pic is Sandra, from Hong Kong!!! Though only know her for 3months, but we are kinda close to each other!!! She is the girl that see MONEY as important as I do!!! haha...Next week is my last week of class!!!HOORAY!!!

-1 bunkum+1 piffle=Cat's boredom-

2009-03-15T16:09:00.004Z

The weather today is so lovely and nice. Can tell that winter is already over, and now is in the middle of spring. The plants and flowers are growing and flourishing. The trees are in blossom. Finally get to see something green.
I am half way through my poster. It isn't hard to do a poster, but I am pressuring myself to score as high marks as possible, hence I am in lethargy mode!!! Two more days and I will recover, that also if I my presentation is satisfactory.
I mentioned that last two night, I have two same characters in my dream. Hence before I sleep last night, I sort of pray that I don't want one of the face to appear in my dream anymore if it is not meant to be anything. Surprisingly, it happened so. That face never appear, not at all but the other one does!!! I know this is damn farcicial!!! So, does this mean one face is "true" and the other is "false" in my life??!! ARhah...now that I can control my dream!!! This is even absurd!!! GOSH!!! ..*sign of depression*..hahaha..

call this-BUNKUM-

2009-03-14T23:32:00.003Z

What a quiet and peaceful Saturday night!!! In other words, tonight is just so boring and dull!!! I am not in a pleasant mood!!! No idea why, no specific reason, is just not my day!!! whoops....
I "hate" volleyball currently, so I selected basketball, that's why I didnt get to play volleyball!!! Then I didnt get to play basketball, and because of basketball, I didnt get to play volleyball, so I "hate" basketball as well!!!! In conclusion, I hate both basketball and volleyball!!! WTH!!!
I want to shout, but no one shout with me, so I remain shut!!!
I want to get "high", but no one can lift me up, so I remain low!!!
I want to finish my poster, but I got no idea, so I will be finished!!!
I have the same dream for 2 nights!!!Erm.. I mean not exactly the same story line and scene but the main characters are the same!!! THESE two faces are damn obvious and clear. They don't appear at the same time but come in sequence and in different occasion. Make sense, I know these two at different places and is completly unrelated. They are haunting me!!! This is damn RIDICULOUS!!! Nah...I have to send this to recycle bin!!!Not that dream come true!!!
Bollocks!!! STOP here..GO poster!!!

Specially dedicated to YOU!!!

2009-03-12T00:17:00.011Z

7 Years ago, found

in 1M class. That is when the story of a "Cat and a Mouse" begin and it never has a full stop in this stories. This story just go on and on till today and it will continue to go on. The typical Cat and Mouse will be like thisbut our stories happen to be like thiswhich is just so special to me and I bet for you as well..Cat enjoys seeing the mouse growing older and older..growing..growing...

Today is the mouse birthday...but Cat is so far away from mouse that she cant celebrate with him. So, Cat want to send her wishes here though is already late at night, and hope that Mouse will be able to see this when he wake up and hopefully this will make his day. For now this is the only thing Cat can give her lovely mouse. But, Cat promise to get Mouse something better in the future. Hey mouse...wait patiently okie...any specific thing that you would like to have??!! tell me or you will get NOTHING!!! haha...

Cat always love to spend time with mouse!!! Mouse is part of Cat's life..HUHU...this explain why Cat loves so so so much...hahaha...

..HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

love you+muuuuuaaaaaaakkkkkkkzzzzxxxx!!!

-circle-

2009-03-04T01:42:00.003Z

High school friends, oh my high school friends,
your blog made me feel nostalgic,
that's why I am writing this
at a place million miles away called Edinburgh .

High school friends, oh my high school friends
I miss you guys now and then.
I miss the crazy moments we had together,
and the exciting things we did together.

High school friends, oh my high school friends
I miss our high school life.
Fooling around leaving homework undone.
Mocking at each other, laughing together.

High school friends, oh my high school friends
Wandering at no where middle at night,
lying on the road waiting for sun rise.
Party together and hope it never end.

Now that I am gone,
The missing feeling just go on and on.
Now that I am far away,
I wish you guys are beside me,
holding hand together,
wait for another sun rise.
All the times we shared,
will always be with me.
Songs my heart will sing,
refreshing melody.
I'll put our laughter like a symphony
You are in my heart,

all the time..all the time..all the time.

-YOU-

2009-03-03T22:17:00.004Z

+YOU+

You are the one who makes me happy

When everything else turns to gray

Yours is the voice that wakes me mornings

And sends me out into the day

You are the crowd that sit quiet list'ning to me

With all the mad sense I make

You are one of the few things worth remembering

And since it's all true, how can anyone mean more to me than you.

Sorry if sometimes I look past you

There's no one beyond your eyes

Inside my head the wheels are turning

Hey sometimes I'm not so wise

You are my heart and my soul, my inspiration

Just like the old love song goes

You are one of the few things worth remembering

And since it's all true, how could anyone mean more to me than you

Self-Destruction

2009-02-21T02:04:00.003Z

!!!Self-Destruction mode set!!!

I am destroying and harming myself DELIBERATELY!!! Don't ask me why!! I, Me, Myself also can't get a answer to explain this. What have I done since the very beginning of the year till now?! 1 day 24 hours, 1 week 168 hours, only 6.5% of this time are used for Education!!! Never miss any classes..."WELL DONE" catherine!!! Too bad is just a body without a soul!!! Half of this 6.5% did not have my full concentration..Sleep in lectures, dream in classes!!! Library becomes a place for me to sleep instead of study!!! Pretty awesome, can sleep everywhere now, don't have to worry not enough sleep!!! Essay has no single word on it, group project has no research done on it...Great...Enjoy your leisure!!! It is doing something too..

OK..another 93.5% of time!!! If I have no class, I will never get up from my bed if it is not 'Cinderella' time..Is just a difference of "a" n "p"!!! Then laptop will have to start functioning hard, works more than I do!!! Books can rest in peace!!! I am kind to the books and even kind to myself!!! Hooray....Next week study week, no lecture, no tutorial!!! 168 hours of leisure!!! That't the time I will "EXPLODE"!!!!

CATHERINE NGA!!! Life is too easy for you right now...You don't treasure what you are having!!! So...... you gonna bear the consequences!!!

Ceilidh!!!!

2009-02-17T01:02:00.005Z

Ceilidh !!!!

This is seriously so fun!!!! In a big big hall with hundred of people, some are well dressed,some guys put on their kilt, this is seriously SCOTTISH!!!! Damn cool... Everyone is enjoying scottish dance!!!! Basically I got no idea on those steps, but I am well guided by my partners(with a "s" is because I have different partner for different dance), so I really had a very great time!!! Ask me whether I would want to go to a CEILIDH again, I will definitely say YES!!! Initially I was not so into it..but after that, seriously is not to me not to get "high"!!!

One of the dance involves two girls and two guys standing in a circle, and the guys are supposed to carry the girls and spin them around.This is damn exciting!!! Luckily my partner is quite strong!!! Another one is where all the guys and girls stand in a straight line facing each other, and we have to dance from one end to the other end, which means the guy will dance with those girls in the line one by one by turning them around. So for the girl. This is damn energy consuming, have to keep dancing and jumping and change partner, but is stil good. Then at the very end, no more dance step is needed, so basically what my partner and I did were just "moving" around at a relatively high speed and bump into other pairs. FUN!!! FUN!!! FUN!!!! Ceilidh is so f***ing good!!

After that, we went to a bar!!! Arghah... I finally have VODKA LEMONADE!!! Taste damn good!!! Hopefully no hangover effects!!! I feel very warm again!!! So Asian!!! I think I am quite hyper today. Hahaha...It has been quite some times since I last have such fun moment. This serioulsy made my day!!! Have to sleep now..Class tommorow..Oh gosh!! Have not prepared my tutorial work... arghhh...Lazy bum!!!

Hey!!! I will definitely teach you guys Ceilidh when I go back!!! Hopefully I get to join more Ceilidh and become more familiar and pro with the steps.Hahahaha

Till then...CHEERS!!! Muuuuaaakkkzzzxxx....

最遥远的距离

2009-02-16T00:23:00.008Z

最遙遠的距離 / 泰戈爾

世界上最遙遠的距離

不是生與死

而是我就站在你面前

你卻不知道我愛你

世界上最遙遠的距離

不是我就站在你面前

你卻不知道我愛你

而是明明知道彼此相愛

卻不能在一起

世界上最遙遠的距離

不是明明知道彼此相愛

卻不能在一起

而是明明無法抵擋這股想念

卻還得故意裝作絲毫沒有把你放在心裡

read this in one of the site. Normally only heard about the first paragraph, never knew about the existence of the second and third one. So, copy and paste..share share!!!

-Bad + good-

2009-02-11T00:21:00.006Z

LOOK AT THIS!!!!

Ya..This is my current knee...badly bruise!!! Thankz to the very "amazing" volleyball game where I lost every of the game!!! WTF!!!! I am not going to take part in any of this volleyball games anymore..NO MORE!!! I mean it... I am not going to sacrifice my leg anymore!!! I can't bear it...I dived all my way to save the ball, but the others just fucked it up!!! I can't blame them as they are beginners!!! I blame myself for being too enthusiastic!!! This should stop!!! Forget about the money I have paid to play!!! Not worth it... I have to come out with extra money for my transportation cost somemore!! That was really a bad day..I took a bus back and I didnt know that I have to give exact amount for the bus ticket. So the bus ticket cost 1.20 and I gave 5.20. So, the bus driver thought that I put in 6.00 and gave me two day-tickets!!!! Holy shit... What the hell do I need a day ticket?!?! Where else can I go??! The sun has already set!!! After so many calamities, I give up!!! Why did I join this at the very first place??!! sigh~~

Luckily, God stil love me!!! It snowed heavily that night!!! My world immediately turned bright.. The snow whiten my black day!!!

Look at my huge snowball...I actually rolled it from a very small ball size..around my hand size..

Lazy to continue...End here!!!

P/S:check out facebook for more pics..

LooPy!!!!

2009-01-30T20:44:00.002Z

I MISS YOU!!!!

I SERIOUSLY MISS YOU!!!

I AM MOODY BECAUSE I MISS YOU!!!

Oh my daze!!! What the hell is wrong with me??!! Ever since I called back Malaysia, I frigging miss you!!!! Yeah...is you!you!you! No doubt about that!!! When is my emotional cycle ending?!! This seriously is not Catherine!!!! I stil prefer the natural and unaffected Catherine!!!I want to be heartless and cool!!!! I don't want to be flooded over by this feeling!!!! NO! NO! NO! Seriously, I have not already had this kind of feeling for quite sometimes...seriously sucks!!!! Anyway, I know I don't have to worry much about this..cause eventually this kind of feeling will disappear!!!! My brother say I will be fine, so I think I will!!!! In fact, I am!!! Hahaha...

This is My Ox yEaR

2009-01-27T18:51:00.002Z

HAPPY CHINESE "OX" YEAR

This is my first new year celebration without my family members. It is kind of awful, isn't it?! Frankly, I was feeling blue for the past two weeks. Chinese New Year songs are supposed to be cheerful, but it make me sullen instead of cheering me up. I had the same dream for few nights, I dreamt of myself celebrating Chinese New Year with my family members and receive red packet from my grandmother, my parents, relatives. Pathetic, isn't it?! sigh~

Anyway, I still had a very nice Chinese New Year eve dinner with my flatmates. I really appreciate that and that was the only moment where I can feel the Chinese New Year atmosphere. We had a lot of food on that day. I will tell you guys what I had on that night!! You will be amazed, I suppose to.

Spring rolls

Dumplings

Pork mince bun

Steam glutinous rice with pork mice

Boiled chicken

Chicken soup

Fish soup

Baked Fish

Steam Fish

Fried Vermicelli

Bean Curd with mushrooms

Sticky Cake

My Hong Kong flatmates and I prepared those dishes. We cooked for around seven hours. Those spring rolls and dumplings are not ready-made one, we did it all on our own. Everything is made by us, even the dumpling dough is also hand made. Incredible?! I thought we guys are really fantastic!! We have taken many pictures of the food and also the chefs, wait patiently for it to be uploaded on facebook by my flatmates.

The dinner started at 7.30pm with 13 of us. There are alot of leftover food, not because those dishes do not taste nice, is just that we have cooked too much. After that we have more and more visitors, I do not know most of them but they just come into our flat and hang around, so our flat dinner "transform" to an open house event. It is as if celebrating Chinese New Year, where people will come and visit and you serve them with food.

It was a tiring day for me and the second day I have to drag myself up and go to class and it is first day of Chinese New Year!!!!!!! AARRGGHHH.... So, this is how I celebrated Chinese New Year 2009!!!!! Before I end, I wish everyone

新年快乐

万事顺利

牛年行好运

Happy Australian Day+Happy Burnsnight Day

reFRESHER??!!

2009-01-14T21:01:00.002Z

I have My first glass of ALCOHOLIC drink yesterday

International students centre organised a potluck dinner last night... They are so many international students and most of them are fresher...Now only I realised how much I have actualy missed out for not in FRESHER WEEK!!!! I get to meet so many people...from Hong Kong, German, Austria, France, India, Singapore etc...Fresher is really fresher...everything is fresh!!! You will introduce urself, telling people where you from, what courses you are doing, about your home country etc!!!! That was so fun...I havent talked for such a long time!!! so cool... I know I am no longer a fresher but I am a REFRESHER!!!! hahaha

Then after that we went to Bannermans bar....The place is so crowded with people... Now I realise how those white socialize around...Just with a glass of beer on hand and just join in any group chat...Is so easy...but I am not them...so this doesnt work for me... Anyway, I stil decided to get a glass of liquor with my friends as we can have 3-4-2...so why not...new experience.. So, instead of getting beer, I decided to get cider... Lolz...I was so surprised when they told me the price...Never know that cider is much more expensive that beer..I paid 2 pounds for it...luckily is 3-4-2... I finish the one big glass...Dont worry...I didnt get myself drunk!!!

Here comes the hangover effects....I have itch all around my neck...I am not drunk but I have a little headache and I feel so warm... Apparently people will sleep well after they have liquor..but it turn up to be the other way for me...I cant sleep well...and more and more stuff are in my mind...even some nonsense...and my friend faces all appear...Anyway I am fine after I woke up...Glad that I dont have class today...so can rest more... Hm...I would like to try Vodka Lemonade another time... Benjamin told me that my neck itchy implies that my body are "building" new tissues there...which also implies I am getting fatter!!! Make sense or not??!!

Finally I get to go for a trial for university volleyball team..I met so many people there again... There are all from different places...There are so energetic and friendly... And I get to talk alot to a girl from a place there is near Finland...She can understand what I am talking and I can understand her too...I am really exhausted today....is just 2 hours of simple training...I cant jump at all...I can feel that I am too heavy and I have to drag my whole body up...That is too bad... I seriously have to work out...

Though I am tired, but I am satisfy and happy today...I have stim Salmon fish for dinner today.. It was so delicious...cool~~~

CRAP!!!

2009-01-13T00:29:00.004Z

00.30am...at this time, I am not supposed to be blogging... Have not done anything for the whole day..Planned to read my book at night...but end up in two gangs chat... I am not the one talking, I am just listening to people conversation all time...They are seriously good joker..Is fun listening to them...but this is not me!!!!
Hey...I used to be a chatter box...I am a good joker in my hometown too!!! But somehow I became a 'listener' here!!! What restrain me for talking??!! Vocabulary?! English?! Confidence?! I got no idea...I just don't know what to say...What the hell is wrong with me??!! I used to be a joker...Mocking at my friends and make fun of them is my expertise..but...yes BUT again... I am totally a dumbo here!!! This is not ME!!! Seriously not ME!!! Is it really so hard to joke in English?!! It not suppose to be a constraint though... or we having different interest and culture..again, I got no idea about that....I think I appear to people as a person that is quiet, nerd, and serious...SIGH~~~
Sometimes, is kind of lonely and boring here... this is the time where I will feel down... At certain time, I don't even feel like talking to anyone... Even sometimes I got the chance to talk to my flatmates, I will stil prefer to be silent...I will just stay in my room, starring at my laptop don't know what to do is good.... a quiet and lonely room with a lonely girl in it~~
To my friends that read this...Dont think that I am not OK!!! I am pretty good here...so, NO WORRY kkkk....

I MISS YOU DEEPLY IN MY HEART

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T01:54:00.002Z

HEY GUYS!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

Wahaha...this is my first year to celebrate a brand new year out of MALAYSIA!!! I am still in LONDON...nothing special...I didnt go out to celebrate live count down at London Eye.. just stay infront the tv and watch...It is pretty cold today...-2 degree celsius...so I rather stay at home.. lazy to crowd with the ppl outside... oohhhyeah...the fireworks are so cool...that's so awesome... perfect coordination...good timing...I was amazed though I was just watching it infront of the TV.. Malaysia got to work harder on this..haha... In Edinburgh, 31st December is known as Hogmonay..According to my friends, it is really a big event in Edinburgh...the way they celebrate it is much more grand than in London...too bad I am not in Edinburgh...but then stil many chances to celebrate it..so is fine...

okie...gonna talk a bit bout my life in london...hm...basically most of my time are spent at home with my cousins... I have visited a few places in London..London eye...china town...lakeside...leicester square...south end...hehe...but not going to put any pictures right now...lazy...

ohhyeah...at South End, we went to a Thema park...sort of like Genting outdoor kind of thing... is so fun....and sort of 'torturing'...that day was pretty cold... imagine you sit on those high speed roller coster, with the cold win blowing towards your face...your hand is holding tight to the handle as you are so scare at such a low temperature...and I am not wearing gloves...Is really freezing...my hand is absolutely numb...no feeling at all...might not feel the pain even the hand is chopped off... and the worst part is I went to the toilet, and because my hand was freezing and numb, I cant feel anything, so I cant 'unlock' my jean...end up cant 'put out the fire'.... hahaha

The most exciting and challeging thing...is even more exciting than space shot I think... we go right up 90 degree slowly, reach a peak and speed right down 90 degree...so basically it is a 'n' shape...then continue with a 360 degree turn, then 270 and 180...oh my god...that is damn cool and exciting...it moving at such a high speed....and I cant shout at all...even tears also fly out...

My aunt say this is just a small one...they have a bigger one elsewhere...i gonna visit there for sure...stil young..stil can take it....haha..

Gonna stop here...My bed is calling me...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 to everyone once again...

May year 2009 bring you good luck and hapiness...all the best in all undertakings...

CHEERS!!!

I HATE RYANAIR

2008-12-19T14:36:00.004Z

God damn it....Ryanair that fucking airline cheated my money...I HATE RYANAIR!!!!

I was supposed to travel to London from Edinburgh. However, Ryanair does not have a direct flight to London. So, I have to transit at Dublin. My flight from Edinburgh to Dublin is at 1655 and my expected time of arrival is 1755, and my flight from Dublin to London is at 1850. So, all together I spent around 30pounds on the ticket and 10 pounds of it is for direct debit and credit card transactions.

But, the fucking Ryanair flight from Edinburgh to Dublin was delayed for 3o minutes on that day. So, once I reached Dublin airport, I rushed towards the departure hall. I ran all my way like a crazy person with my heavy baggage.Damn it..when i reached the counter, the girl there told me that the gate has closed and infact the plane is ready for boarding.. I explained to her that I was late because of the delayed in the previous flight, but I was asked to go to the ticket counter. Ok fine... maybe I would just take the next flight...

When I went to enquire at the ticket counter, the girl told me "oo..you missed your flight... ok..we will change your flight time...and you have to pay 75euro for it, and the next flight is at bla...bla...bla.." Holy Shit!!! 75 euro??!! What the fuck is this.... I missed the flight because of the delayed in the previous flight..is not my fault...is all because of your terrible service and now you want me to come out with another 75euro!!?! That's suck!!! and the girl just said that their airline fly from point to point, and the company is not going to be responsible for any delay!! Yeah... what a good point!!! Just because there is a statement saying that you are not going to be responsible for any delay, so you can avoid from all the blaim!!! Fuck man!!!

This might just be one of the business strategic..dirty tactics...offer cheap tickets and use other way to gain more profit...real bastard la!!! hey...the fucking airline might just delay the flight in purpose..all the customers flying details are in their hand...like my case..i have to pay extra euro75 in order to change my flight ticket just because of the delay in previous flight!!! And when i reached the counter, the girl told me that the flight is ready to depart... I seriously doubt!! Since when is this fucking airline become so punctual?? Even I took the next flight, there is a delay of 10 minutes!!! and my brother checked online, the plane which I missed daparted on 1910.... Damn it la!!!

Because of this bastars airline, my uncle have to wait for me for hours in the airport...I have troubled so many people....I hate this airline... I gonna avoid taking this airline whenever i can!!! Cheap??!! I spend 100pounds on it!!! Damn it!!damn it!!damn it la...

I am so sorry that my whole post is full of foul words...I am damn pissed off by that bastard airline!!! Sigh...let it be...i have to enjoy myself in LONDON!!!

~FooD~

2008-12-15T00:19:00.004Z

Today, I decided to baked KUIH BAHULU...

Ingredients:
1. Eggs
2. Self raising flour
3. Sugar

It so simple...Just have beat the eggs, add in the sugar, continue beating and add in the flour..basically is just dumb everything together..

Dada..this is "my product"

My flatmates said is nice...but then i think the taste is different from the Kuih Bahulu in Malaysia.. is not authentic..but it taste nice..no doubt for that...But, for sure the shape should not be like that..hehe...

At night, I fried omelette... I know omelette is very ordinary...nothing great..but I am so satisfy that I did a perfect omelette..Look at the shape...is round...and is not teared...perfect!!

FooD

fOOd

FoOd

I seriously becoming a FOOD MANIAC!!!

Food is only thing in my mind!!! I am not joking...I miss Malaysia foods lots lots lots...Beef rendang, Char Kuey Teow, Stim fish, Prawn mee, Laksa, Chicken Rice, sweet and sour fish, yeow char kuey, seafood, crockle, red wain meesuah, lotus soup, hokkien mee, lobak... everything...everything...everything...

I MISS MALAYSIA FOOD FxxxING MUCH!!!

I have been surfing Malaysia food website to find Malaysia food recipes.. but is not easy to get the spices and ingredients here...sigh!!!

Everynight before I sleep, I will think of what to eat the next day... and the only reason that "motivate" me to sleep is I will get food tomorrow morning (is fat to eat at night)...

I have fall in love with BREAD & MILK!!! I will eat bread and drink milk everyday..I finish one big bottle of jam in one month time..I am hungry all the while...

The only thing I want is FOOD!! FOOD!!FOOD!! I am desperate..

Early December in Edinburgh

2008-12-14T13:20:00.002Z

I am FREE!!!! yes...I AM!!! Whoopee...finally my exam have finished!!! Though it did not go on well..anyway, is OVER!!! So I going to update my blog..Sitiawan friends must be waiting for my new post right?!! I suppose..hehe... It is going to be a very long post if I want to go in detail of every happening during the past few weeks...I don't think I want to do so...so I will just tell something of everything..it really took me a long time to upload those pictures, so appreciate it yea!!!haha.. seriously don't have the patient to upload all of it...there are some pictures in facebook as well, which are tagged by others...I am lazy to upload...

Lets begin the story...(it is like a kid's storybook, pictures with words)

This took place on the 7 December 2008 in our University Library Bar!! We are having Christmas Dinner. Those are my flatmates!! Is 11 of us..Big big family..I am the secret santa for the girl in blue-green blouse..The western girl beside me is Sam..she is from Canada..On my left is Gladys, from Hong Kong

We have a group picture but the pic is not with me..so cant show every of my flatmates

This was during the Christmas Party. We are all International Students. I think it was organised by the International Christian Society. This was the night where I learned how to dance Ceilidh(Scottish dance) !!!

The 2 things that make me feel very happy:-
1. I contributed a very delicious Curry Chicken to the party.
2. Finally, I met with MALAYSIAN!!!!

We are all ASIANs!!!

That 2 guys are Malaysians!! I am so happy to meet them...Both are taking medicine o!!

The hill behind is Arthur Seat... That is the hill that I going to hike soon...

Below are the pictures which I took during my visit to the Royal Palace.. The place where the Queen Marry was captured. It a sad story... I heard that this is the place where the Royal family have their vacation..Not 100% sure as I didnt pay attention to the history..

Can you see the grass in the picture looks a bit white in colour??!! It is actually a layer of frost on it..That evening, the temperature reached -4 degree celsius...

Saw the time in the picture??!! That is Malaysia time...Minus 8 hours...so is around 3.30pm here... That is the time where the sun set...see...is getting dark...

By the way, the place in the picture is known as Princess street...it is the shopping place in Edinburgh...

Below are the pictures I took during the Sunset. My flatmate and I purposely went to the bridge to see the sunset..I don't know where is the place...till now I stil dunno...I just followed my flatmate...I only know I paid 3 pounds for the bus fare and travel for around 20-30 minutes..

This is basically how the plants in Scotland look like during winter.. They are bald!! Leaf-less!!

HO!!!HO!!!HO!!! Christmas is coming... People really celebrate Christmas here... There are lights all way down the street...The night view is really awesome!!! They have Christmas market at Princess Street...Christmas Market is originally from German...this is what I heard..
I went to Christmas market once...the foods there are so tempting...but that time I went in a rush, so I didnt buy any food..I gonna visit there again... Look at the Christmas market...

Look at the lights...is all the way down the street!!

Finally...That's ME!!!! The beanies looks cool right...too bad I didnt put it on properly...or else can see the whole bear face.. is so cute..esp when it is on my head..hahahahah!!!

That's the end of my story!!! Haha...one more thing..
I am going to LONDON on the 17th December!!!!

JUZ FOR U

2008-11-25T00:56:00.005Z

wahahaha....November 24th.....WEI LENG birthday!!!!

hm...i m not in Malaysia...cant do anything to celebrate your birthday...no present...no party!!! hehe...u wrote in ur long story that i gave you a surprise durin ur 17th bday..haha..if u didnt mention bout it,guess i dun remember i actually did that....but tis time i m too far from u...so no surprise...dun feel sad yeah...here come my post...to wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! hopefully is a small surprise..

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to WEI LENG...

Happy Birthday to u.....muaaakkzzxxx....

This is the EVIL and CRUEL Leow Wei Leng...

see...she is so happy to send me off to Edinburgh...One drop of tear also dun have... Hurt me lo...

I called her today to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY...and she KINDLY wanna hang up my call fast fast...!!!! sob sob...

Haiya....I am kind enuf...i will show you the present i prepare for you...you can oni see but cant feel...make you jealous abit...SNOW!!!!

HAHA...it was SNOWING in EDINBURGH!!!! wahaha...finally i get to see SNOW!!! C the snow..

SEE.... Snow on my hair....is really snow... not blended ice...

DADA...this is a very mini snowman made by me!!! My hand was actually freezing...i was not wearing glove!!!

It was midnight 2 o clock when I saw the snow...I rush down without my jacket and shoes...Kind of insane...so excited!!! haha...but it oni snow for 1 hour.... will get to see it again during winter i think..haha...

Miss Leow..a.k.a Mrs Siah...tis is the small thing i can show you la...share v u the joy...I dunno how to give you a better present...I wanted to send you chocolate...but is impossible...coz food are not allow to be sent...so tis is the oni thing i can do.. a short post...

Hey guys...Christmas is near..I saw a lot of chocolate...How I wish I can buy those chocolate and bring back to Malaysia for u all...but is impossible....sigh!! I didnt buy any chocolate for myself.. cause without sharing v u all, i dun c the point of eating it...it wil oni cause me to grow sideway...arghh... I miss Malaysia FOOD!!!

ENDING:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEOW WEI LENG...WISH U ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK...TAKE CARE...MUUUAAKKKZZZ...LOVE YOU!!!

MY life in Edinburgh..

2008-11-07T23:00:00.000Z

HEY...GUYS!!!! Time really flies...Is going to be 1 month since I left Malaysia.. As I have promised, i will update you guys whenever I am free...So here come my post... Haha... Actually I am quite free since the first week..just that I am lazy to update my blog and also I dont have much thing to put on...I mean the photo...But then now I think I have too many pictures with me which makes me lazy to upload every one it...Anyway I will try to be hardworking this time...Hm... Where should I start my story??!! Okie...I will just give a general overview about everything...

Many people asked me whether have I adapted to the life here?! Seriously, I dont really know.. From the very first day until now, I always feel "neutral".. I am not really excited or feel sad about anything... Most of the time I am in my room using my laptop and online...so maybe because of that I dont feel lonely and boring. Then when comes to the time for class, I will just go to class and after that I will just go home...I am walking everywhere alone by myself all the time..though so, i dun feel sad or lonely...I have very nice flatmates, but I dont really talk to them cause somehow I dont know what to say..so most of the time I will just be sitting and listening to their conversation...In class, I didnt really get the chance to interact with my classmates...there are too many of us...300+ students...and we dun get to talk when the lecturer is teaching and when class end, everyone will ciao...so basically I oni listen to lecterer and that all... but I stil dun feel bad or sad...I believe eventually I will get to know more people so I am not forcing myself to socialize with everyone... Anyhow is not too bad to be alone...haha... and the weather is cold here...but too bad it never snow...It often rains here and occasionally the wind is very strong...like typhoon...glad that I am not too light or else I would have flied to another country...seriously is very energy consuming when you walk against the wind direction..you have to push yourself infront..and the temperature is very funny...is written in the weather forecast 2c feel like -2c!!! Is too cold for an autumn...cant imagine winter!!!

Last friday was Halloween...so there was Halloween event in Edinburgh...the people really dressed up during halloween...It was a cavalcade along the street...Those people actually painted themselve in blue and red colour...and they are not wearing any thick clothes...I think some of the guys are not wearing clothes....and that night was so cold...Initially I thought that it will be very lively and packed by people so i decided not to bring my thick clothes along...but eventually when everyone dismiss, my friend and I cold like crazy...both of us shivering..is really freezing!!! I didnt manage to take alot of photo during that night cause I wasnt wearing hand gloves that time,so my hand will be freezing if i dont put it in my pocket...and my camera is not advance enough to take perfect picture during night.

Oh yeah...I went to Edinburgh Castle...Normally, it cost 10pounds to enter the Castle... But our International Student Association managed to get the ticket for only 2 pounds.. Initially I didnt have any ticket as I dont even know about this trip..But at the very last minutes, my flatmate sold me her ticket...lovely!!! I am so lucky that I got the ticket... Is really impressive... The castle is really a magnificient building...awesome!!! There is actually history about the castle..but I didnt read it...So cant tell much about the castle... But I took many pictures...will upload it！！

This is how houses in Edinburgh look like...the main feature is the houses here have many windows

Here are some of the pictures i took randomly...

scottish man wearing kilt playing bagpipes

I took these picture from one of the building in my uni...

This is law faculty..

During Halloween Night..

This is one of my flatmates from Japan...I think she looks a bit like Ah RU...haha..ah ru...dun be too happy ya...doesnt mean u look like japanese ya..!!!haha

These are the pictures I took in Edinburgh Castle..

Hehe...Actually these are just part of everything...I have many other pictures... But I am too lazy to continue uploading...maybe i will put on friendster or facebook... so, thats all for now... CHEERS!!!

我很感动！！！

2008-10-18T16:45:00.005+01:00

这次我决定用华文。。。比较实兆远的感觉。。。
我看了你们为我准备的录影片。。。你们成功了。。太成功了！！！我给你们感动到了。。深深的感动到了！！！真的哭了。。一开始时就稍微的掉泪而已。。没办法。。看到阿麦的脸，悲剧都变戏剧。。傻傻的脸孔在那边用尽办法讲感性的话。。好像被演讲稿！！可爱！！！要哭都难。。看到你的脸都好笑...但是话是有意义。。感动到我啦！！谢谢。。但是要澄清。。我是去英国，不是美国！！！对阿。。我们的关系是超出友谊。。都说最爱你了嘛！！哈哈。。很明显你好舍不得我！！！掰掰后还有那么多话要和我说。。
听律尹的话。。感觉在听杰伦的歌。。咬词不清！！超酷的感觉！！！但我真的有仔细听你讲。。。也听到你要讲的话了。。谢咯！！！
我真的很感谢你们为我说做的录影！！你们的隐形的翅膀真的唱到很好！！！至于要找一个帅帅红毛人，那到困难！！！加上还有要求不要毛多多的，那真的难找！！！难道要叫他们脱衣给我看有没有毛多多麼？！这倒不能吧！！！还有老师讲的话。。。真的很高兴！！遗憾不能回南华一趟。。但看到录影，也没那么遗憾了！！！我好想念老师们哦！！！对了。。好像少了一位。。我的青蛙老师呢？？老师讲的话。。我会牢记着。。。谢谢。。。爱您们！！
嘿。。丽琴是最傻傻的一个！！还要扮可爱先。。笑死人！！哈哈。。然后还有够烂。。直接讲不会来找我！！马来西亚真的没人看了吧？！还要我从英国带回来？？给我飞机票啦。。我带回去给你看个饱。。
哈哈。。最后一位。。看到头发那部分，就猜到应该是本班的粉红猪了！！！果然是。。。哇！！好久没看到你了。。。很兴奋看到你叻！！跟以前一样！！！看到你真的不笑都难！！你真的像以前那样呆呆的。。讲话傻傻的。。没变到。。。手还是放在脸庞那边。。感觉好像在发梦白马王子来亲你！！真的是可爱的粉红猪！！！你应该很久没讲华语了吧？！因为感觉你要想字很久了才讲得出！！哈哈。。粉红猪！！我好想你叻！！！
还有就是你们给我的ASSIGNMENT好难完成勒！！！什么红毛王子？？难找啦。。。这点就可能会辜负你们了。。。至于其他的就简单点。。。肯定不会忘了你们！！
我越看就回想越多以前的事。。尤其看粉红猪那片段，加上那时播着的歌。。我真的很感动！！在录影的尾声，我真的突然很心疼。。很怀念以前。。。很感动你们为我做的一切！！！真的哭了。。如果现在有马拉松，我跟阿麦肯定有的斗！！！我从来不因为这些而掉泪。。这是第一次！！我真的很感动。。很心疼我自己离你们那么远。。很高兴你们为我做的一切！！我真的好像抱抱你们！！真的很谢谢你们。。尤其麦麦和丽琴非心思搞出来的录影片！！ＯＳＣＡＲ奖你们的了！！麦麦。。没白费我那么爱你！！！平时都伤我感情。。这次一次过补到完！！谢咯。。。

朋友们。。我现在在英国蛮好的。。别担心！！我迟点会拍照片放上网！！最近会比较忙！！需要些时间安顿下来。。毕竟我慢人上课一个月！！我的屋友都很不错。。但我还需要时间来参她们。。偶尔听不明她们的英文！！需时间来习惯！！我会加油。。也会照顾自己的。。放心吧！！这次就到此。。。谢谢你们！！永远爱你们！！MUUUAAAKKZZZXXX
加料于以上，我要在此谢谢那些在部落格有写到关于我的离去的人。。
1。麦麦
2。慧彦
3。映璇
4。卡乔鸟
5。大发
6。ZZ
这是我目前为止有读到的。。很谢谢你们。。若有漏掉任何人，请让我懂！！

Something I received 2 years ago

2008-10-11T17:10:00.000+01:00

Two years ago of today, I received something.... (my cat found it for me after 2 years)

Dang!!!Dang!!! this is what I received...

Letter Cover

Letter content...

His name and address + my name and class address

His is explaing why he cant go...

He hope that I can understand his situation + his big name

this is the FORMAL letter from our friend- Mr. Ng Lik Yin. He wrote this because he cannot join the gruaduation trip organised by me!! You really make everyone disappointed that time especially me!!!Somemore I purposely arranged the time according to you leh...but...you stil can't make it... I was not angry at you that time though I seem to be...just that so sad you cant join us for the trip!!! The trip is not really complete...because you,Big Meng and Ee Meei didnt come with us...sigh~~

Yeah...about the trip...this was the best trip together with you guys...Seriously didnt regret I organised the trip, though during the process I faced with a few difficulties. When I saw everyone enjoyed the trip, I really think that everything is worth it..really worth it!!!

This is the first time I went up to Genting but didnt go outdoor...We had our "space shot" in First world Hotel..lift to the highest floor with all the buttons pressed...When stranger entered the lift, we will go out..and we interupted a guy conversation while he is talking on the phone... remember that friends??

The Second day was the tiring day...shopping for the whole day...from mid valley to time square then sg wang..our class girls really geng!!! They really enjoyed shopping... haha...and the stupid Movee we watched in Mid Valley- ARANG!!! Oh no...I spent rm10 to watch "charcoal"!!!! that show really a bit nonsense...

Hm..The third day...that was the best day!!! Sing K+ skating!!! haha...this is really the best part!! So many of us enter a room...the first song-Shining friend...AMAI burst into tears immediately!!!Luckily the room didnt flood...haha...so many of us share a few mic...simply sing...indian song also we sang..Wan Ru and Joyce sing out loud what is in their heart-"好爱他好象他+我很想爱"..hm...I really feel so touch at that time when i saw everyone sang so happily...especially when you guys were singing "遗失的美好+被风吹过的夏天",tears started to accumulate in my eye, dripped a few drops...haha...the closing ceremony song-朋友！！！Many of us burst into tears...so sad cause we gonna seperate... Hm....we are SUPERSTAR of SD!!! haha.... The next destination...Skating!!! I have my first time of skating with u all....where we all hold hand and skat together...fall down together...great!!! I seriously wanna go for the second time we you all!!!

Haha...guess if i organise another trip to KL,nobody will wanna join already right?!! Every1 based in KL d...perhaps only Wan Ru will want!!! How about Pulau Redang? Pulau Tioman? or Port Dickson?? This time Lik Yin, Big Meng and Ee Meei, you all must come along...okie?? But if only I have the chance to organise and go with you all la...Seriously dunno when..and you all know why i will say so right?!

the song above is specially for you guys....you all seriously are my "moonlight"...!!!

lepaKING with mY buddies

2008-10-02T17:30:00.004+01:00

HOHOHO...2nd October 2008...Is second day of Hari Raya...Many of my buddies are having their term break...many of them are in Sitiawan...so what else-of course gathering!!!!

Initially, we planned to meet out in MCD at 2pm...this is suggested by Guang Ying Liang Liang, which later let go aeroplane!!!!hurt my feelings...sigh!!! When I reached MCD, Wan Ru, Lik Yin, Big Meng, Win Loong are there already..Each of us drove a car...sigh!!! Not environmental friendly... Later, Big Meng said that mcd is not a good place to hang out because we were surrounded by too many "animals"...so he said we should change place...Thus,Mcd became our meeting point...After Amai, Aguo and Huiyan arrived, we decided to go to Bread Forest...Hm...have to drive all the way back..Reached Black Forest...We have our food ordered..then don't know who say we should not come to this restaurant and eat this food since we came back from KL, should eat Sitiawan food..so, the only thing that came to mind is KONG PIANG!!! So, Lik Yin n Win Loong went to buy Kong Piang for us..Thankz lo... After that somehow I asked Lik Yin and Win Loong to go Pantai tomoro...to find our friend-CSP n Ee Meei...and they said " why not go now?"...haha...Good idea..Deal...we finished our food as fast as possible and straight we went...towards PANTAI!!!

After approximately 45 minutes drive, we reached Pantai. Our first stop- LAKSA stall... then Lik Yin and Win Loong went to buy the famous "Yu Bao" for us again...Two of them really doing "外卖" today...thankz a lot lo!!! Haha... After that, we went to the beach... and we had our dinner there before we went home...

A picture means thousand of words...so take a look at these pictures...

Our shoes and slippars surrounding 4SD..
Which means all of us step into 4SD and have left our footprint forever in 4SD...
Love You+Miss You
4SD rockzzz...!!!

Drawn by Lik Yin...He praised his drawing cute...
But i think it look the best when there is nothing on the sand...EMPTY!! Agree?? haha...

Four and the half girls + half boy...
Arent this pic suppose to be what " Seven Sister"?

The girls!!!

Group picture...10 of us in Pantai...

Pointing at no where...
@mai hand so hiao~~ spoilt the picture by showing the "v"..sigh..

Acting ugly...
Mai, Lik Yin, bulldog and win loong didnt act...
but also very ugly d..haha!!!
Amai clarify he is not ready when the picture was taken...hm..proven cant be a model d...coz model suppose to be ready all the time..hahaha

The guys..!! Man or not??

random+natural...
guess who is not in the pic??

The girls' jump shot!!! Perfect in 2 attempts...
girls rockzzz!!!

Guys' jump shot...
First take- Failed!!!

Second take- Failed again!!!
Hm...so cha!!! Dun blame the photographer(is me)..is not the photographer fault!!!
Is the guys who are so incapable...haha...
Roll down again..i will prove to you!!!

Third shot- Failed!!! A guo didnt lift up his leg!!!
Sigh...Trying hard!!
told u..is not the photographer fault!!

Fourth take- Failed again!!!!!!
Win loong didnt jump!!!
sigh...guys performed so badly....
They going to try again..Last attempt.... B4 that, they shouted" 123..jia you!!!"..oo..lame..haha

Last take- ok la!!! but not perfect!!!
the photographer has tried her best!!! guys..work harder next time lo...haha...!!! Learn from the girls...even Wan Ru also can take a perfect jump shot with us...You guys really so....hahahaah!!!

Lastly...起立，行礼，谢谢

1. Lik Yin- for fetching us down to pantai and 送外卖 and the laughter that he bring for us..
2.Win Loong-for introducing pantai food and also 送外卖 and the time he spent with us
3.A~Guo-for the last bowl of dessert and also the time and memories and fetching us down
4.Teck Kian-for the time and drive all way down by motor to meet us in mcd
5.A~Mai-for the time and laughter and take me as ur "beloved"
6.Wan Ru-for coming all the way from pangkor and end up have to miss the ferry and overnight in my place..thankz for the time and ur video and photo..
7.HuiYan-for taking so many pictures for us and leaving memories in my life
8.EeMeei-for the food and the jokes and piggy back me...almost press flat by me..
9.CSP-for the food and the time she spent with us..and the action v likyin that make me laugh..

I really enjoy myself a lot...have not been so happy for a long time..I always feel so happy and relax to lepak with you all...no burden,no need to worry bout image...can be as loud as i want...can be as crazy as i want...i am surrounded by laughter all the time...the time i spent with you guys will be my best memory...will never forget!!!Thankz a lot...Muuuaaakkkzzzxxx....love ya so much!!!!

Next year October 2nd...we gonna meet again!!!a promise between Catherine n Ee Meei... hopefully can...

Goodbye..my fren...

2008-10-01T16:22:00.002+01:00

This song is specially dedicated to my best friend in college- Mr. Kenneth Lee..Hm... He is leaving to UK today to further his studies.. I gonna miss him lots lots lots.. Initially thought that I will be fine with his leaving, but somehow now I really feel heavy hearted. sob...sob...

I was surfing youtube yesterday, and so coincidentally I found this song which make me recall back all the memories I had with him. The lyrics in the song is really so meaningful, is exactly what Kenneth has been doing all the time. A person that is always so positive to me, always confident in me and always say I can do it.. I told him that i scare of economics paper and afraid that i cant get A in that paper, but he said you can do it!!! I told him that i scare i may not be able to score band 6.5 and above in IELTS, but he said sure can one..you can at least score 7.0 and above!!! So, everything he said came true!!! The confidence he has in me is the thing that spur me to move on..believe that I can do it...During my birthday, he knew that I am not happy, he tried to make me happy..By consoling me, by sending extra HAPPY BIRTHDAY msg just to make me happy.. And during college life in KL, his sms was the thing that made me less boring.. he is the friend that sms me the most...haha...

I went to KL a few times, either to do my stuff or to have a break. While in KL, he was the one that helped me the most by providing me the place to stay, fetch me to different places. The second last trip to KL was the time when I were in the most depress and unhappy condition. He is the one that listened to me and accompanied me throughout the whole week. Thankz a lot to him and also his mummy. I really appreciate what you had done for me...

Time really flies. He has found his own path and we have to seperate from each other right now. Just want to wish him all the best and good luck in everything. Take care and friends forever. Love you owes...muuuaaakkkzzxxx.... Goodbye lo!!! Bon voyage....

~fate~

2008-09-30T16:56:00.002+01:00

That night, I saw one of my friends experienced something which I think will never never be able to experience it for my entire life. Something that I will never be able to experience no matter how rich I am, something that cannot be purchased by using money. If I am able to experience it, perhaps I am the rich and wealthy one. And surely I will not be in the undesirable sitution I am facing right now!!! I had tried hard for it, not only me, others did tried hard too, but it does not seem to be working. So helpless and useless!!! Whatever, just let it be. It is my fate!!!
Compare to many people, I am really not as fortunate as them; but I know there are still many people who are more unlucky than me. So, I should be gratefull for what I am having now. Instead of none stop pouring out grievances, I think it will be better for me to think in a positive way and make the future better off. In fact, this is the reason for what I am now...Independent, strong, stubborn, tough... Is not really a bad thing though... just depend on how you look at things..
This should be a short post..stop!!!

"FlashBack"

2008-09-16T17:33:00.005+01:00

Heyyo...take a look at this site.. especially ex-5sd students...see whether you can remember what happened that year...guarantee you will laugh after reading it!!! Our past action...

http://kacaubird.pixnet.net/blog/category/510828

Lik Yin sent me this website. We were talking about what happened during our secondary school life, and somehow we mentioned about our "best friend"- Tracy. Hey guys, remember this person or not??!! Our massage chair in Mr.Cheah tuition. Initially, i cant really remember what had happened that year, but after reading what was recorded by Kacaubird, only i started to recall back all the hilarious action and stuff we had done. Haha...kind of susprise we will have all those plans and thoughts and that time...strategies to conquer and defend our sit in Mr. Cheah tuition. Now come to think about it, it is just only a sit what, why we have to fight for it?? sigh~~ But, this is also a nice memory of mine, at least when i read back what Kacaubird wrote, i realise how childish and funny we were last time.. Honestly, i enjoy argueing with those ACS people last time..that was really fun..secondary thinking ma...memories!!!

I was really glad that Kacaubird recorded everything in his blog, or else i would have forgotten all these things!! Secondary school life was really fun and awesome especially form4. I knew many great, funny and stupid things happened during that year, but somehow i cannot remember all. What a poor memory of mine!! I regreted I didnt not recorded all those thing down. Like what Lik Yin said, people will always regret what they have lost and never treasure what they having now. True.. I agree...!! This is human being...sigh!!!

I wonder whether kacaubird still keep all the songs that were created by him. I can remember a few things that happen durin form4, but not in detail one. I used to love maths class lots lots lots..I believe everyone in 4SD does too..Our frog teacher which is also "Ong Ka Ting"'s brother. Hey, i seriously love the song which was dedicated to him.. Oh Yeah.. and we used to have our "日记"in class...we are champion in voting also...voted all kind of things...Crazy class...

The previous post is about my secondary school life and so for this..too much of idle time... just try to recall back whatever that happened durin secondary..is a very nice memory anyway. However, as time passes, things started to change..realise that even we were so close to all the teachers esp math teacher, but somehow when i went to visit the school, i realise that the feeling is different and we actually went out of topic. sigh~~ The same thing happen in frienship too.. Only one or two friends that will be with you till the end...and they are the real true friends!!!

Anyway, it is still a nice memory...No matter what happen in the future, no matter what changes, the memory is stil the same...at least we once had it before...the sweet and unforgettable memories!!! :-0

++++不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有++++

mY "Lighter"

2008-09-15T07:26:00.002+01:00

Walahaha....here comes my third post...
It is almost 2 years since I left my secondary school....this is the best secondary school i ever attended...Best in 3 aspects-academic, sport and the bestest-"discipline"!!! agree or not nan hwa students??
I miss my secondary school life!!!I miss the foods in the canteen, i miss my 4SD and 5SD class, i miss the school environment and of all i miss the moments i had with my classmates the most...haha...here are a few "historical personages" that lighten my secondary life...

Leow Wei Leng

Huhu...this is my "another half". I knew her since form1. For 5 years of secondary life, she never once sit far apart from me,she is always beside me, either right or left. We seldom argue, the only time we argued was durin form5,but it didnt even last for 1 day. She is too nice and kind, always tolerate me and is always there to listen to my nonsense. I really appreciate you as my friend..thankz so much..muuuaakkzzx...

Ohyeah...and she wil make a perfect couple with amai..tis is wat catherine owes say..

Siah Soo Kiong

He is known as Ah-Mai.(c..i use he to refer you, u shud be proud of this..haha). We are friend for 7 years d. Used to bully him durin form1, and durin form2, he was forced to sit beside me(disaster right??).But sice form 3, he was so willing to sit beside me...wonder what medicine i gave him that make him so obedient and sit beside me..haha..

He is a champion in crying marathon last time..no one can beat him..haha..Initially is a half-he-half-she, but now turning into a boy..hehe..dont be so happy, is not a man yet o..mai...gambateh to be man!

Quite good at acting cute!!!

Teoh Wan Ru

Some call her "FEI DE" because of her size.But she is not really that...A very intelligent girl..tokoh pelajar2006 le..dont play play v her..u wil be pressed flat by her..haha.. this is the friend i used to argue with last time,but we stil remain close friend.The more we argue, the closer we become.People like to tease her, but she is fine with it, proven how open hearted she is.She is from pangkor,we visited her house almost every new year..hopefully this trend wil not change in the future. There is a hearsay..she is the only person that can go pangkor without using ferry...she can just lie down in the sea..and she will float to pangkor,will never sink anyhow!!u know, Oil "float" on the water!!haha..

Teoh HuiYan

Huhu...Ah Teoh...some people call her like that..but i never.. huiyan sounds better...Hm..this is the girl that really has "yuan fen" with me...guess what..we were classmate for 12years,since kindergarten till form5. If i remain in form6, guess we can be classmate another 2 years more. Hm...a very understanding friend. She is the only girl Lik Yin never refer as Sakai or Sapo!! Look at the face.."si si wen wen+xian qi liang mu".. will be a good wife in the future..haha...

p/s-i edited the photo, so her face look a bit plump, which is not real.

Chua Ee Meei

Look at the photo, she was trying hard to open her eye as big as possible. Someone measured her eyes before, and the result was 0.03cm or 0.3cm?? when she smile,you wil never see her eye..haha... some say she look like chibi maruko.. she can be very crazy..thankz to her,our form 4 life were full of laughter..a lot of weird+funny ideas and actions from her..the pig in our class call her "苍蝇婆"..she was so eager to do a class magazine...and she really put in effort in it..though we do not have a copy, but all of us saw the original one.. well done!!! oh yeah..and her voice is really a good one..best commander..can be heard from 1km away...haha....she is turning into a lady nowadys..hehe

Ng Lik Yin

Hm..This guy..A very simple person, want simple life, never go after wealth and rank..Same class with him since form2. Not really close to him initially, and durin form 3, there was a conflict between us, thank god we both stil remain friend and in fact we got closer to each other. He can be ranked as the most handsome guy in our class. Last time never smile while taking photo, was always"打肿脸皮冲胖子" look. Luckily after that he learn how to smile..haha.. Never trust the things i said..always say i bluff him and never serious in anything i do..haiz..hurt my feeling only..somemore like to call me sakai..quite babi..oh yeah.. The way he plays the piano and sing is really enchanting, cause girls to go crazy about him..
Is a perfect 'husband and wife' with CSP.. they greet each other as spouse..right??haha...

Chuah Shu Pyng

Haha...this is CSP!!! The guys in our class call her 变态婆... Quite of expert in talking about SEX..One of the topics we discussed -before-" Sex before marriage" and our CSP agree right?! Very Siao in class, crazy type.. even now stil very crazy especially the moment with Lik Yin..Always say hate LIK YIN, but both stil very good with each other...'cute couple' la...

And her handwriting is the best one...unforgettable among friends...the 'nicest' handwriting...even worst than guys...this is what big meng and kacaubird said!! haha...CSP said her handwriting is the nicest in the class durin primary time, even her teacher also ask her to copy books..but,is really hard to believe lo..hehe...!!!

Diong Kok Cheang

Huhu...This is my 'ex-husband'... also known as 'gallen pattern lok cheang'...the word gallen means a lot..so in short, he like to do pattern..haha..this is the origin of his nickname.. Haha..he is my class monitor for 5 years.. proven that he is a responsible person..or else wont support him to be my class monitor..and maybe he is extra 'helpful'... huhu..among our friends, he is one of the earliest person to get his motor and car license..so he is our driver..always fetch us..haha..miss the time you fetch me to thursday market and buy food..
Hm..he was so eager to be a doctor during secondary..but somehow now does not want to take up medicine,so end up doing engineering...sigh...Luckily i 'divorced' with you already...haha..

Yeow Wei Jien

This the guy that 同居 with me for a few months.He is from Penang. Transfered to our secondary school durin form2, but we were not in the same class durin form2,but i already knew his existence. His english is quite good, that why durin form2, his essay on "why student should not be made to clean the toilet" was read by the teacher to our class, this is one of the reason why i know him. Then durin form 3, we became classmate.So, here start our friendship.

He can be very 'high' at certain time..till using binocular also cant see him..and he is very lame sometimes..a lots of cold jokes from him... Hm...and he dont know how"kui ka pet" is made..he thought is baked in the oven..oh yeah..this reminds me that durin form4, we do kui ka pet together before chinese new year..remember or not, my friends?? Hm..and his answer for EST paper is the answer sheet for EST...this is what he said last time..action la...now crazy about law... future Lawyer!!!

Isabelle Doris Lau

This is the pig in our class. Because she loves pink colour, that's why is known as pink colour pig. She is not an ordinary pig, she is a pig that can talk, and all the thing she said is 废话，thus she is a pig that uses her lung（肺）to talk..and this is the feature that made her entered the guiness world book of record..haha...But she never get angry though people always tease her, in fact she teases people back in a even lame way which cause people to laugh even louder..sigh!!!

Look at the picture, she actualy look like Jin san soon.. the girl in the korea movie"lovely samsoon"...agree??!! hm... she likes to watch movie especially those love and romantic series.. then, she will day dream that one day her "white horse price" will kiss her..oh no...and she did said that in class..haha..and remember how LikYin reacted after listened to what she said?!

I did not see her for 2 years already, wonder how she look like now..slim down or pigger?? hm..who knows she got a mat salleh boy boy now..haha

Ng Yen Zhi

This is our famous Kacaubird. Really kacau sometimes, a lot of nonsense. Pro at writing long and lame stories.. Look at his blog and is clearly proven. Undeniable,he is really good at writing chinese articles. His blog on "bomba" was once a hot issues during form5. He loves green colour, anything also want to be in green.

Look at his face, so kiddie..very straight forward and you can read his face expression very easily.. If he is happy, then he will smile..and when he is not syok, his face is really black.. and dont provoke him that time..

haha...he can be very childish sometimes...anyway his face does not look mature... now struggling in stpm.. hopefully you can get good result la...sure can one...haha.. gambateh!!

Chen Tai Meng

huhu.. Lin Dan's salute.. i miss that salute so much!!! This is Big Meng...He is a big fan of Lee Chong Wei and I am a fan of Lin Dan..so we are 'enemy'..his secondary table was full of Lee Chong Wei and mine was full of Lin Dan.. Used to debate with him about Lindan and Leechongwei.. that was the time i followed every badminton tournament and cant wait to show off whenever Lindan won. haha... He is very good at making assumption on why Chong Wei will win or loose..and he always accused Lindan for pointing third finger..sigh!!!! But, that was really a fun time with him talking about badminton..

He change a lot..from a nerd to a less nerd now..very good at "cannoning" nowadays because mix too much with big Fatt..

Oh yea..he is the most 'healthy' guy in the class..no kfc, no mcd, no fried food, no junk food...everyday is either soya milk or full cream milk...haha..This is our future doctor ya...dont play play...

Ting Tai Huat

I love to call him Big Fatt. This guy will be our future Dato.. YB Dato Ting Tai Huat..very good at talking...potential to be politician..very good at politic stuffs..good at debating and also singing...hm...his 'cannon' is real big..as big as what portugues people left in Melaka..can kill many ppl..haha!!

According to Big Meng, Big Fatt will become more and more valueble in the future..extra expensive..this is because the world oil price is increasing nowadays..and big Fatt tummy which contains lots of "oil" make him very expensive!!haha... one more thing,it is blissful to become big Fatt wife, do not have to buy pillow in the future...because big fatt stomach will make an extremely comfortable one....

When Big Meng and Big Fatt are together, you really will laugh none stop..!! Both also cannon king!!

Ong Li Chin

This is our class goddess of mercy..Guan Ying Liang Liang.. If you need help, just go and see her, she will bless you with her air suci. And if you scare you cant score in exam, go and see her also..she will give you an amulet, you just have to burn it and drink and surely you will pass the exam..

This guang ying liang liang is slightly more advance than the tradition one...Real guang ying ma stand on lotus but our guang ying liang liang told me she stand ON aeroplane one...how incredible right...i cannot stand ON aeroplane..the most also stand in the aeroplane only...haha..

She is also future doctor..haha...that time you will not use your air suci to help people already...you have to use medicine already ho... hm... change your Air Suci into medicine la.. that time cancer also can be treated!!!

That's all for now..but is surely not the end...will think of the other people to write about... Thankz to all my friends for giving me so many memories...Love you all so much... Hope everyone will succeed in the future... Good Luck and All the best... Take care... Muuaakkzzxx!!!

Is my day=is not My day

2008-09-14T17:30:00.009+01:00

After 19 years, my Chinese Lunar birthday and Western birthday fall on the same day again. September 14 2008 is also 15th day of the 8th lunar month of the chinese calender, which is the mid autumn festival. I am 19th already, one year older again.. sigh~

Last two years, my birthday crashed with my SPM trial, i was sad at that time because no birthday celebration and not many people remember my birthday because everyone was so busy with exam. Everyone in school passed by me without wishing me. Sob sob..that was the year where i received the least birthday wishes.

This year, i received many wishes..but i am not happy at all..i think i would be happier if right now i cant receive any wishes from my friends through my handphone..that means i got what i want..and i think that will be the best birthday present-EDINBURGH!!! Right now, i am living in the dark, standing middle of the road, dont know where to go..I know i got many other choices, but somehow i insist of going Edinburgh..Really frustrated and depress for not getting what i want!!! All birthday wishes have the word "HAPPY", i appreciate those wishes and reply with " haha...thankyou", but deep inside my heart, i am not happy at all...wanted to cry whenever i received message...A call from my brother put me into tears..haiz~~this is the first time i cried during my birthday...today is really suck!suck!suck!!!is no longer a Happy Birthday, is a SAD Birthday...i rather it is not my birthday today..really frustrated...not angry at anyone..but despondent about the way things were going..broken heart...I knew that many people are worry about me, especially mummy, brother, grandmother, friends..and i think i really make my mummy and brother sad..i feel sorry to them, but my attitude towards them is really bad..just cannot control myself and calm down.. too selfish!!! Hopefully things will change soon, or maybe i change my mind and don't insist of going Edinburgh anymore..Pray Hard...

Anyway, I want to express my appreciation to these people for wishing me Happy Birthday. Thank you so much for not forgetting my birthday...thank you so much for the Birthday wish.. Thankz ya...muuaakkkzzxx!!!

Benjamin Chui
Kenneth Lee
Jia Min
Mei Xin
Mohan
Ee Meei
Yen Zhi
Tin Yee
@~Mai
Cai Wei
You Cai
Hui Yan
Wei Leng
Sue Wen
Jed Tin
Yean Xin
Cui Yin
Chen Gui
Wan Ru
Hui Jeng
Phoebe
Shermaine
Yen Wei
Raymond
Hui Chin
Shu Pyng
Brandon
Mei Jing
Ammelind
Daddy
Brother
Eng Yew
Lik Yin
Zeng Zhou
Vanessa Ong
Dante Ting
Ling Yun
Xue Nee
Xing Fang
Keith Lim
爱杰伦爱宥嘉(friendster)
Blur Ping(friendster)
EVEYLN_苹(friendster)

Big Fatt
Nicholas
Tortoise KG
Qi Rong
Edward
Win Loong
Jessica
Jonathan
Prusho

Pei Ling
Yiung Sing
Isra
See Nah
Yet Shin
Li Chin

Lee Bin
Xiao Yen

This is the birthday present from Kenneth. It is a jed necklace.. Kenneth says it will bring good luck to me...i like it.. Thankz a lot ya, Kenneth..so nice to have you... thankz for your concern!!! HAHA...MUUAAKKZZZXXX!!

Hm...and this whole set of thing is from Zeng Zeng and Min Hao..Two bottles of nail polish.. great..this is the first time i received nail polish as present..Secondary friends will never buy me this..haha..a pair of cicak earing..weird but special..and cat key chain.. Thankz a lot ya zeng and Min Hao..muuaakkzzxx..

Hm....This is from HuiYan...Some stuffs she bought durin her student exchange trip in KOREA!!! wahaha..I have something from Korea..Thankz a lot lo...muuuaakkzzxxx

and thankz to mummy for the 2 small pieces of Secret Recipe cake..and grandma for the food..

Is after 12 o clock..my birthday is over... some of my friends really didnt wish me.. guess they forgot my birthday d..sigh~~ Anyway...Thankz a lot, my friends...

部落格的"开幕典礼"

2008-09-06T12:08:00.000+01:00

哇啦哈哈。。我的部落格终于上阵了(二零零八年九月六日凌晨三点四十五分）。。让我们拍手欢迎。。啪！啪！啪！（自爽）
平时都不爱写作，所以真的很难相信自己眼前的一幕。。或许是受朋友影响吧！！再加上朋友都各走各的路了，有个部落格至少能让朋友多多少少知道自己最近的生活。。最近真的得空的是。。这个部落格的存在足于证明我的闲空。。
我想了好久，不懂要为这部落格给怎样的开幕词，所以就以幸运草为主题吧。。

幸运草学名(TRIFOLIUM REPENS; COMMON NAME,WHITE CLOVER)原产地于欧洲,幸运草通常只有三片小叶子,叶形呈心形,由于能找到四片叶子的机会率只有十万分之一,所以自公元200年起,幸运草己被国际公认为幸运的象征,包含了人生梦寐以求的四样东西 : 爱情 LOVE , 健康 GLORIOUS HEAITH , 名誉 FRAME , 财富 WEALTH . 幸运草最先起源自欧洲，尤以英国、爱尔兰最为盛行，时至今日，它已变成西方国家的民间传统。每年三月在纽约举行的Stpatrick'sDay，人们都会穿上绿色衣物，带上吉祥物--四叶草的饰物来游行。
苜蓿草虽然成千上万的生长在我们的周围，但是或许你用毕生的光阴，也未必能找到一片四个叶子的苜蓿草，在十万株苜蓿草中，可能只有唯一的一株。爱情也是这样，可遇而不可求，当你在茫茫人海中遇到了他或她的时候，你会突然发现，他（她）就是你在苦苦寻觅的四叶草
........................百度.......................

The four-leaflet clover is an uncommon variation of the common three-leaf clover. According to superstition, such leaves bring good luck to their finders, especially if found accidentally. Approximately 1 in every 10,000 clovers has the four-leaflet form.
"Four-leaf clover" is a slight misnomer, as the clover is in fact a single leaf divided into 3 (or in this case 4) leaflets.
Clovers can have more than four leaflets. The most leaflets ever recorded is eighteen.
According to legend, each leaflet represents something: the first is for hope, the second is for faith, the third is for love, and the fourth is for luck. Legend also holds that if a lady hangs a four-leaf clover on her door, the next man to come in will become her husband.
It is debated whether the fourth leaflet is caused genetically or environmentally.(citation needed) Its rarity suggests a possible recessive gene appearing at a low frequency. Alternatively, four-leaf clovers could be caused by somatic mutation or a developmental error of environmental causes. They could also be caused by the interaction of several genes that happen to segregate in the individual plant. It is possible all four explanations could apply to individual cases.
................wikipedia...............

小妹知识有限，所以以上的小介绍也只是一个"抄和粘"的步骤而已。。只为了完成一个“开幕仪式”。。在此希望每个人都能找到幸运草，找到自己的幸福。。。谢谢。。啪！啪！啪！

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>我的故事由此<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
my stories begin here!!!

FouR LeaF CloVeR

Kickstart 2012 with this!!

Wat the tuuuut!!!!

I am KPMG-ian:)

crap~~

黑暗

:(

神经线connect错了！！！

The competition was f***ing ORSM!!

Bad bad day!!!

2 months in Malaysia

Brussels+Amsterdam+Rotterdam

I Worked!!!

Is over!!!

HeyYEOW!!!

JENG~~JENG~~

今天，我笑了

the Wrong road taken!!!

-This Week- bla bla bla

-1 bunkum+1 piffle=Cat's boredom-

call this-BUNKUM-

Specially dedicated to YOU!!!

-circle-

-YOU-

Self-Destruction

Ceilidh!!!!

最遥远的距离

-Bad + good-

LooPy!!!!

This is My Ox yEaR

reFRESHER??!!

CRAP!!!

Happy New Year 2009

I HATE RYANAIR

~FooD~

Early December in Edinburgh

JUZ FOR U

MY life in Edinburgh..

我很感动！！！

Something I received 2 years ago

lepaKING with mY buddies

Goodbye..my fren...

~fate~

"FlashBack"

mY "Lighter"

Is my day=is not My day

部落格的"开幕典礼"

JENGJENG